Our Family

Chapter Twelve

Chapter 12 : knot tied for eternity

Mikasa's P.O.V

The sun goes down and the
cabin was surrounded with
darkness the only source of
light that the cabin have is
the moonlight. Our friends
left before midnight and I bet
it's dawn now

I shut my eyes close but
I failed to sleep. There's
something deep inside
me that keeps waking me
up despite my eyes being
heavy it's just that my empty
thoughts keep bothering me. I
sighed out of defeat

I went up to reach the
window and clanked it open.
The breeze of the cold air
immediately embrace my
body. The lingering smell of
the grass, the leaves of the
trees swaying as where the
direction of the air goes and
the moon shining so bright.
This sight made me feel
relaxed and alive. Although I am fully aware that it is indeed impossible I tried to reach the moon by extending my hands high even ifIt's impossible. It's so beautiful, enchanting and mysterious

I closed my eyes and smile to
myself

And the thought that comes
inside my mind made my
heart pound faster than it
should be

The fact that Eren and I
are married, It's more than
enough for me.more than
enough.A life, a peaceful life
with my most beloved.
Although my head is preoccupied by Eren. I didn't
worry about our future and
I guess he didn't as well. It
might sound selfish but this
is the only thing I've always
wish to have. To be with him

And no matter how many
question comes into my way,
I would always choose to
answer, I just want to be with
Eren

About him,

Eren is still outside and I have
no idea what he is doing, i
smiled again. And Ifelt my
cheeks burning i clasped my
hands together and gigled
Eversince our friends left, he
would always stare at me not
caring if I caught him. It's like
he is watching deep through
my soul. He's mystic eyes,
dark emerald green like the
river shining every morning

"I cannot sleep...", said I and
yawned He chuckled, "yea?, I think you are sleep" Eren with a low tone I watched as he reach the window and closed it. "It's cold, you might get sick." I can't help but feel my heart flutter out of joy

"Is it because you are waiting
for me?", Eren asked while
looking at me intently
l nodded

His lips curled up and his was
was filled with amusement
He tucked my hair behind
ears and then again cupped
my face

He kissed the tip of my
straight nose "I love you..", He whispered softly as his hand went down
to grab my waist
"I love you too..", I replied
with a low voice

I put my hands up in his neck
and intertwined my fingers
together

It felt so comfortable. Way too
much.

Someone told me that when
you're inlove with someone
you will feel butterflies inside
your stomach and you will
find it hard to breathe. I'm
not familiar with that kind of
feelings but, That's not how I felt towards Eren. Perhaps, it'sa lie to make it seems falling inlove taste sweet. That's not what I'm feeling right now. I just feel really comfortable...and warm.

We stayed in that position
for a couple of minutes
embracing each other,
stealing each others warm
and hand roaming around
our back before I even knew
it, he grab my chin making
me look up into his deep dark
emerald eyes

He stared into my eyes like
he's reading it. AndI feel like it reached my soul. It's not knew to me anymore but somehow, it never failed to make me gasped for some air a little