Our Family

Chapter Twelve .2

Chapter 13 : Life with Mikasa

Mikasa opened her eyes when she felt the sun rays hit her beautiful face. She felt so tired and find no strength to stand. She turned around to see her beloved but found the bed emty

'Where is he' is the first thing that comes inside her mouth but didn't put much worry about it recalling all the sweet things that he whispered to her during the activity last night

Her face grew red and tried to hide under the sheet. 'I guess we're on that...' she sighed

She started to think about a lot of things that she want to do with Eren like planting flowers and planting vegetables, read, go to the market with him cook for him...

'What would be our routine?'

She was busily listing those things inside her head when suddenly she felt an urge to go to the bathroom to pee and take a bath

She grabbed the headboard of ther bed to support her self and tried to ignore her aching and tired body

"What... why?", she said confused why she find it hard to drive her self to the bath room

'It won't hurt, yes.'

She took a deep breath and wear her slippers

Upon forcing her self to stand, her eyes widened as she felt a sharp pain in the middle of her legs. She stepped her foot but seems like it gotten worse

She adjust her body to grabbed the side of the table near their bed

'I'm used to feeling pain but this one is different'

I find it hard to move or to even take a simple step. It's not that it hurt a lot but my legs feels like it was shot down plus I feel sore down there

'Maybe I'll take some rest more'

Mikasa was about to go back to her bed when suddenly the door opened revealing her Eren

Mikasa stared at his worried face. He look so calm but there's a glint in his eyes

Suddenly, he looks younger and fresh Although his body is maturing. But that wasn't the most noticeable

A smile crept on Eren's face when she saw how her eyes widened and then squint. He went towards her worried when he saw her struggling to walk and deep inside he knows why

'It's my fault. I did this to her'

'I couldn't bring to stop my self last night. I want to own her and have her tied to me  I was horrible but I didn't regret it once... I love her and I'll do everything for her'

Last night, Eren felt like his world stopped. He realized how much he changed. He couldn't recognize himself because he was once a boy who desired freedom. Who who'd kill millions of people for freedom. Not until he find his own true meaning of it. He was the slave who who'd rather die to see his beloved living the life that she deserve. She's my freedom. Without her in his life, he would just live in a empty colorless and world

I like the new me. I'd choose this over the fierce one afterall I've already found it. Mikasa is the air and the reason why I'm living. She is the air that I breathe. She is the one that made me realize the true meaning of Wings of freedom

A tender hand reached for his soft hair. Amusement visible in her earthy eyes

Her cheeks blushed "You cut your hair...".

Eren smiled hearing Mikasa's melodic voice. 'Ahh, what a music to his ears' it gave him a source of rest and comfort

"I did." He simply said grabbing Mikasa's arm tenderly to support her
"Did it hurt?" He asked