Jacobs Pov
Well ness i-I um .......Ness i lov-but she cut me off by kissing I'm serious she actually kissed .....with her mouth and toungue and her toungue was so so soft and warm and it was tangling with hers and she was grabing my hair and she was so beautiful i couldn't resist so i kissed her back but then she stopped and was four feet away
from me
" I can't do this " she said looking like she was made the biggest mistake in the world I felt like I've been stabbed with a knife and then they twist around a few times
"Why ?"I said with a weak voice feeling like whole world came crashing down on me a second nothing could be worse than that moment she hates me I thought useless and I wouldn't stop her if she wanted to run does this is her choice and Edward and Bella and I had an agreement she didn't like me then she didn't have to be with me and I wouldn't stop her so I wasn't going to stop her but I would have to kill myself it would be that bad I thought but I know it was lying to myself but it was still there trying to keep me alive trying to keep my existence worth existing but it isn't worth it without her she was my everything she's my moon my sun and my life entire life was built around her nothing would exist without her she was everything to me but her voice let me out of my train of thought "Because you'll imprint someday " she said painfully I could see the agony shoot through her face "but already did " I said in a soft voice trying to soothe her but it looks like she just came straight from hell and I told her that I'm pretty sure she got the wrong idea what I just said since and sage thought I imprinted on a another girl stating the obvious much doofus I thought to myself in my idiocy
Renesmee I imprinted on you" I said frustrated like I was telling you to a pre care for the like the hundredth time already and then outta know where she kisses me again and I kiss her back
