Quite frequently, I've been having dreams. They mainly consist of this boy named Troye. Now, I have no idea who this guy is, but crap he's hot! At the moment, I've been questioning my sexuality, I mean, I try to get myself to say that I'm gay in the mirror, but it never works. Thinking of it, I should get up and try to say it now.
I groan as I reluctantly hop off my bed. I look in the mirror, forgetting everything around me. I open my mouth and start to form the words in my mouth.
"I-I'm... Ugh!" I sigh out in frustration, I just can't do this. I need to get out of my house fast, other wise I'm gonna spend my day thinking again!
I drive to subway to get a coffee and some cookies. I sit down at a table and hear the door open. I ignore it and check my Twitter. I haven't used it in so long!
Around 20 minutes later, I look at the table beside mine and see a man walking out the door. I see that he forgot his wallet so I yell out, "Excuse me sir!"
He turns around and I catch the brightness of his eyes, wait where have I seen them before? I scan the rest of his body and finally realise who it is. I motion for him to come over with my hand. I try to act normal as I hand his wallet to him.
"Hi, I'm Connor, I saw you leave your wallet behind and I thought I should just let you know..." I am fluently, but reasonably quick with my words. I look to the floor as I start to feel a blush creeping across my face.
Crap, he's not saying anything! Did I come on too strong? Maybe I was to enthusiastic...
He finally speaks up, "Thank you so much! My names Troye, it's nice to meet you"
Troye extended his perfect arm out to my regular arm. We shook hands but quickly flinched away at the touch. We both say our goodbyes and return to our business.
I really wished I had talk to him more! Why do I have to be so shy? He was even more perfect in real life! He had piercing blue eyes that I could stare into for hours on end, he has medium/dark brown curly hair hanging on his forehead, and his face, ugh, don't get me started!
I walk to my car and put my keys in the ignition and start to drive off, I look into the mirror, "I'm gay!" Oh my lord! I actually said it, with no hesitation, it feels like a weight that has been holding me down for years has finally disappeared. The fact that I have now admitted I'm gay, it really made me hope we meet again...
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Hayran KurguTroye's best friend Kayla, has recently committed suicide after many years of family problems and bullying. Troye isn't taking it so well and soon finds himself in the same state. Until he meets his best friend Tyler Oakley and someone else along t...
