"Troye?" I suddenly turn around and freeze at what I see before my eyes.
"Kayla? Is that really you?"
"Yes, I'm real Troye!" I feel a tear slide down the side of my cheek. This can't be real. I thought she was dead!
"Kayla, if this is really you, then what is the biggest secret that you know about me?" I feel a lump start to form in my throat, no, I can't cry, not now!
"Your biggest secret that I know of Troye, is that when school finished, we went to leavers, you felt as if you weren't cool enough, so I you asked me if I could give you a hickey, and I did..." I was shocked. This person was actually Kayla, she was alive!
This couldn't be possible and I don't get it at all.
All of a sudden, the sky starts to turn black and the gust of wind that knocked me off my feet earlier, has returned. The trees are howling and the beach is roaring. Just as I'm about to go hug Kayla, she disappears. I am then taken back to a place that looks all too familiar. Oh shit no, this is another one of my freaking nightmares! For gods sake, why won't these end? I hesitantly look up to see Kayla with the gun pointing towards her head. I look down and immediately everything stops. Wait, what? I look up again and it all resumes to the horrid scene. I look down again, silence...
I realise that this dream isn't going to let me look away this time. I have to look up or the dream will never end. I look up, she whispers, "I'm sorry Troye!"
BANG!
Wait, what's happening? Oh no, it's replaying! But this time, it's in slow motion. Well, I may aswell try and get this over with. I look up and see her, the gun pointing towards her temple.
BANG!
I see Kayla fall to the ground as I run towards her. Blood is coming out like a river and it won't stop.
I wake up and feel myself in a puddle of cold sweat. I'm freezing and my goosebumps won't disappear. I look at the time, 3:26 am, I can't get back to sleep, so I get up. I walk to the pantry and pull out a jar of Nutella. I grab a spoon and run back to my room. I turn to my left and see Kayla's teddy bear on my side table. I reach out and grab it. If I could describe how soft it is in anyway, I would say that it feels as if your in a never ending field of fluffy clouds. I cuddle the teddy bear as I take a mouthful of Nutella. I soon find myself dozing off to the sound of the wind rustling the trees.
*FLASHBACK*
I walk further into the forest. I received a text from Kayla about 20 minutes ago saying,
From; Kaykay🌼
Hey Troyeboy, can you please meet me in the east forest? I need to talk to you xx
Of course, I replied with a quick "sure" as I grabbed my coat. I walked towards the east forest and took a step into the dense trees. The leaves were rustling with every step I took, each one getting quicker. Why did Kayla want to speak to me this late at night? And why did she want to meet me in the middle of an isolated forest? Well, all those question became pretty clear as I saw Kayla on the edge of the river.
She turned around and I caught her staring at me. Her eyes were glazed over and red. Her hair was a mess and she sure as hell look like she hadn't had a lot of sleep.
"Are you okay Kay?" I ask.
"Troye, I've been doing a lot of thinking. I have come to a simple conclusion that the world no longer needs me."
"What do you mean Kay?" I am surprised by the lack of energy in her voice.
"What I mean troye, is that I'm worthless and I am no longer needed in this world." I can't believe what she's saying! She doesn't really mean it does she? She pulls an object out of her jacket, with a quick glimpse of it, I instantly tense up and start to feel a huge sob escape from my throat.
She places the gun inches away from her temple. I try to move but i can't. The only thing I seem to find myself do is yell at her.
"Please Kay, don't do it!" I scream with all my lungs can take.
"I'm sorry Troye..." She sobs painfully as she pulls the trigger.
BANG!
I run as quick as my body will allow me to do, I catch her before she hits the ground. I cradle her in my lap and cry until I eventually don't have anymore tears in my system. I call 000 and wait for the ambulance to pull her corpse off of me.
After 5 or so minutes of waiting, they finally come. They put her in the back of the ambulance and say a quick but meaningful, "I'm sorry sir, but she won't be able to make it." All my joints lock in place and once again, I can't move.
As the ambulance takes off, I am pulled back through to reality and decide to make my way back home.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
Why is my life so fucked up?
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أدب الهواةTroye's best friend Kayla, has recently committed suicide after many years of family problems and bullying. Troye isn't taking it so well and soon finds himself in the same state. Until he meets his best friend Tyler Oakley and someone else along t...
