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Cain in the MM.
Cain 3 weeks later
Never fucked a nigga, always stayed solid
Kept it real with niggas, never lied and always stay honest
Love my bro so much, I never change on 'em
Hunna Wunna go and do the work, bring you the damn profits
Hustled on my own, I always did know how to sell product
They ain't gave me shit, I grind so long, came from the damn bottom
Every nigga speakin' on my name could have some real problems
We are not the same, ain't in my lane, I got my own column, yeah
"Peepin' shit, I'm seein' niggas fall back."
"You bitch ass niggas got me as the topic of the chat." I rapped to myself as I sat in my car on the block, smoking my feelings away, listening to Bread and Butter by Gunna.
It'd been three weeks since I found out Shanell had been lying to a nigga about getting on birth control and we had that big ass argument at her crib. I'd said shit that I never thought a nigga would ever say to her but I can't lie, a nigga was just tired of getting hurt by the woman I loved.
She was holding my past over my head like she was a victim in it all.
As if she ain't play her parts in the shit too.
It's like she ain't never see when she was wrong and that made my think of what her pops told me a year back.
Women never want to be wrong.
And that shit was the truth.
She couldn't even admit to a nigga that she played her parts in the past as well. After everything, she still downplayed that shit like what I was saying to her wasn't the truth.
Then she lying to a nigga about giving me a chance, as if she ever was really considering fucking with me again for real. Shit just seemed like she was looking for protection, some dick and her bills paid for these past 13 years.
That's what this shit was feeling like right now.
Even if it wasn't true, that's what that shit felt like.
She ain't never really loved a nigga.
That's what that shit felt like.
"Man.." I trailed off, turning my music off completely now as I blew smoke from my mouth and the sun beamed down into my car.
As it did, I could see the homies down the block on the corner as my brother stood in my mama's door way, talking to his girl with a big ass smile on his face.
