Living a life of lie and sin is hard. That's why I came out so soon. Truth is a rare thing in my head. Maybe that's why I overthink so much, I know how bad I am so I'm convinced everyone else are as bad. If I was truthful I would be hated, unlikable, and have no friends. A few things slip through the cracks every so often but I know they judge me for it. When I do show my truths it just gets me insulted, sometimes I wish I was straight or just never came out. Life would be so wonderful. God I am so dumb.
