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tw: eating struggles
vinnie and i have been dating for 5 months and it's been really great, he's an amazing guy and i'm so happy i'm with him. he takes me out on dates here and their and overall i'm almost comfortable around him and i say almost because there's one part that i'm still kind of insecure about, me eating infront of him
and not just him, other people too like his friends or people that i hardly know in general, i struggle with eating around people because of my anxiety i feel like i would get judged if i ate infront of anyone,
so as a solution to my eating struggles i don't eat at all when i'm around him and his friends, i would drink heavy amounts of water to quench my hunger and most of the time it works but sometimes it becomes unbearable
vinnie and i were at a friends house for dinner which is convenient enough, i was planning on making an excuse on not to eat by saying i was on my period and my cramps were horrible to the point where i wasn't hungry.
i sat myself down on the couch and i laid there on my phone, i felt my stomach grumble as i smelt the amazing scent of the food. my mouth watering a bit but i try to not think about it
vinnie comes up to me and plops next to me sighing at the same time, he was wearing a black tank top with jean shorts and a beanie
"whatcha watching?" he hums as he places his cheek onto mine, i smile at his cute little gesture
"just watching tiktok" i mumbled as my hand reached around his neck and towards the other side of his cheek, slightly rubbing it
"your so beautiful" he hums and places a soft kiss onto my cheeks i place my phone onto my chest just so i can let him know that i appreciate him
"your beautiful too" i smile making my eyes squint a bit
"you hungry?" he says as he snuggles himself closer towards me and once he asked me that question i hesitated, my thoughts completely left my mind but i remembered the excuse that i was going to make
i groan "not really, my cramps are hella bad today" i rub my stomach slightly
"your not gonna eat? maybe your hungry that's why they hurt so bad" he looks at me with his big brown eyes
i felt so much guilt, but i just couldn't say it, i couldn't tell him that i was embarrassed to eat in front of him
"nah i just think their like this because i haven't taken any advil" i shrug
"are you sure your not gonna eat? you haven't eaten anything all day" he frowns while rubbing my lower stomach
"i'm hardly hungry when i'm on my period, i'll be fine vin" i smile at him
