Jisung a giant maknae and his shorty hyung Renjun. It may seem Jisung would have to protect his small hyung but it's the other way around. The small hyung always protecting the maknae.
Many may see them as brothers but not for certain someone.
To jisung Renjun didn't just seem as brother. Renjun was more than that He surely didn't just wake up and thought that way. Jisung learned it slowly but couldn't save his heart from the fall.
It all started when Jisung met someone so cute. Really really with a cute snaggletooth, beautiful smile and sparkling eyes. He didn't know why he felt the need to talk to the boy or befriend him. So he took the courage which he suddenly had. " Hi!! ". Maybe he was too excited that the boy got startled. The boy greeted back nervosly while bowing a little "Hello". " Umm..my name is Jisung. What is your name?" asked Jisung. " I'm Renjun. Nice to meet you " replied softly. "You are not from here?" "No I came from China." "But your Korean is really good " Jisung exclaimed because that boy had a nice command on Korean anyone would mistake him as a Korean citizen . "Thank u " " I think you are not much of a talker but if you want we can be friends." Jisung couldn't believe himself at all it is like magic happened and he became bold form shy really quick, may be he just wanted to make Renjun comfortable with him. "Sure we can be friends if it ok with you." " Great!!! But how old are you should I call you by name or hyung " " I 'm 00' liner. " Now that made Jisung's eyes wide.
Renjun didn't seem older than him. "So Renjun hyung what did you audition with?" Dance and Vocal " "That's great than we will see each other more through dance practices ", said Jisung happily.
But little did he know that they would end up in the same group. Which Jisung wouldn't trade for anything. Cause it brought them together.
Jisung still remembers the mango jelly incident.
"Hyung can I have one?" asked Jisung. "Sure.. here" offered a sweet sweet Renjun. Hearing his reply Jisung brightened. Than asked for another. Which Renjun obviously gave. This continued till Jisung finished all the jellys. To say that Renjun was surprised was a understatment as they weren't that close yet.When other's
said that Jisung was usually shy he couldn't believe that but after seeing Jisung interact with new people he believed and prideed to be special.
When asked Jisung said that he just felt a connection and familiarity with Renjun. Everyone teased him about his crush on Renjun. Jisung feared this may drive Renjun away. But they grew closer. Renjun teased him sometimes nagged or scolded him but that was also for his own wellbeing. At the end he is Jisung's comfortzone and reliable hyung.
But being this close but not being able to be together with him surely did some damage. Still Jisung didn't confess not only in fear of rejection but also lossing his precious hyung.
That doesn't mean that chic isn't jealous. And is the most envious of Mark and Haechan. Who are able to cling to Renjun. That Haechan special going as far as kissing Renjun. It is not that Jisung can't hug him it's just he is nervous of initiating it. But to his relief Renjun hugs him fair times
It feels suffocating sometimes. To not be able to be close to the person he desires so much. But he accepted his fate the moment he realized his feelings for Renjun.
