'I ..I......U' 'What?' Taking a deep breath Jisung replied 'I Love You ' . Now Renjun was wide awake 'How? When?' ' Since a very long time.' 'Really???',Renjun asked unable to believe' Really . Believe me I think I loved you even before you noticed me '
This time Jisung tightened the if that was even possible .
'We are both idiots ' said Jisung. 'Right?' asked Jisung again but didn't get any reply.' Renjun' Jisung called softly but still got no reply. Renjun was fast asleep. Jisung could just smile. He was content with his small hyung sleeping in his hold. Other things can wait.
Jisung woke up early as usual and it was one of the best sleep and best waking up in recent. Renjun looked so cute cuddling to his side. He really wanted to cherish this moment but they still needed to talk clearly about their situation. With that in mind Jisung tried to get up but Renjun's weight was keeping him down. So he struggled some more to wake Renjun up. When he stated to wake up little by little Jisung got up taking the opportunity. Which woke Renjun completely.
Now this was becoming awkward and both of them didn't want it. So to unable the silence the both talked at the same time . Then again the quite. ' Renjun hyung ' call Jisung manning up. Renjun just hummed in reply. ' Let's talk after we fresh up ' ' Jisung ' Renjun tried to call for the younger voice hoarse . ' Hyung wait till we fresh up then we talk. Ok?' 'Ok'
Jisung let Renjun use the washroom first. Then he went in leaving Renjun with some water and aspirin. Jisung quickly freshened up and brought some cut up watermelon from the freezer and placed it between them. Renjun was sitting with his head down. Jisung cleared his throat to draw his attention. It was more of a careful atmosphere than awkward. Both were afraid of loosing the other.
The previous night Renjun was courageous because of alcohol in his system. But now both were somber.
Still putting aside the fear Renjun decided that he would speak up as he himself was the one who started it.
' Previous night.....' Renjun started but keeping his face down not ready to face Jisung.
'I just want to clarify myself Sunggie that even if I do love you don't feel pressured to return it. And also sorry for my behae. I- I- I meat what I said. I know it's wrong and I should have just shut it down but I couldn't. I continued to have these unnecessary feelings for you.'
'Are you done ' Jisung tone scared him a little.
When Renjun kept quite Jisung continued ' Renjun calm down first. Also the feelings that you told about now what if...' He trailed of. With every second Renjun grew anxious. ' Hyung ' Jisung called him again while moving closer. This time He lifted Renjun's chin up and hold eye contract with him. 'What if your feelings were returned ?' 'This question pulled him out of his jisung daze. He blinked several time and seemed not getting the hint thrown at him. Jisung waited some time' Hyung say some thing. ' 'You do love me?' 'Yes. yes I do. I loved you from the day you hugged me. I crushed on you from the day I saw you. '
Renjun couldn't but hugging Jisung and almost choking him while crying.
After crying it was quite now which was peaceful now mixed with relief. ' Hyung?..' 'Yes?' 'What are we now. What label do we have now? ' 'What do you think?' ' Don't do it aaa~~' hearing that Renjun whined back ' whyyy~~' he stopped
before Jisung sulked or pouted. 'Labels are not necessary. We can be labeled or without label and that doesn't make us any less or our feelings any less.' ' So can we like date.?''Yes we can. ' Renjun replied.
'Hyung can I get a peck? ' asked Jisung shyly. Hearing this Renjun blushed hard. But still shyly gave a peck. Now it was Jisung's time to blush but he still pulled Renjun even closer to give more kisses. To kiss him breathless.' Renjun...''Hummm...''Lets love...' *kissing noises*
Both were feeling light and in love. Feeling content. And with them cherishing each other love can grow tenfold.
If you hear some fangirling in
the corner then that's for you
to know.
