Renjun sometime becomes a bit sad to Jisung's some indifferences But then he think it is for the best. He can't risk everything due to his own selfish feelings Inorder to save others he buried his urges.
Renjun drowned. Drowned in love. Sure he can swim but even pro swimmers can't swim trough the love sea. He still can't believe he fell for the maknae 's charms.
It's not that difficult to fall for Jisung. He is handsome. Tall. Clumsy. But Renjun's clumsy giant is so caring and sometimes so witty. He makes him laugh. Makes his stomach full of dancing butterflies. It's not difficult but it such is such a hard fall. One that Renjun is unable to get up from. The realization he had was painfully sweet. Renjun ugly cried. Sometimes it feels wrong, Like he wronged Jisung by having feelings that are more than platonic.
Then again he must blam Jisung for being this type. His type.
It is a bit painful to watch them be like this but it's more annoying to see them being oblivious to eachother's feelings. The dreamies knowing the risk, the danger still tried to pair them up hoping for them to realize or confess. Even used jealousy at times. But at some point they just let them be because too much butting in others matters is not good but they still did sometimes. Sometimes.
