Broken

Broken Chapter 1

* Sydnie's POV *

My names Sydnie. I'm a depressed 16 year old who spends her days thinking what everybody would think if I was gone. I'm depressed because last year my parents divorced. There is only one person in this world that can make me feel better and that's my bestfriend Matt Espinosa. Some times he can't even help me because I'm hopelessly in love with him and I have been since I was 14. Of course he doesn't know that, I've never told him. "Sydnie" my mom calls breaking me out of my thoughts "Someone is here for you" she called again. I run down the stairs hoping it was Matt but or course not its his dumb ass girlfriend Marley. "Hey Syd" she says hugging me. "Hi" I say back. "Why don't we go to your room so we can talk" she says quietly. Once we get up to my room she gets in my face and starts screaming at me. "Stay away from Matt he's mine and he can never love somebody like you so stay away" she say walking out of the door. I can't take this anymore I run to my bathroom and pull out that small thing blade and press it to my skin. 10 fresh cut, and they all have different reasoning's. I clean myself up and call Matt. He picks up "Hey Syd what's up?" he asks me. I sniffle getting ready to answer and he cuts me off "I'm on my way over love you bye". 5 minutes later Matt busts through my door panting. He comes and sits criss-cross on the bed in front of me. "What's up babe? What happened?" he asks. I started crying again and eventually he calmed me down and I told him everything. "I'm so sorry" he said "I'll be right back I need to make a phone call". I waited about 10 seconds and he came back into the room. "Who'd you call" I asked quietly. "Marley I broke up with her she cant keep doing this to you" he said. "I'm sorry" I said quietly. "For what?" I slowly looked down at my wrists and he slowly lifted up the sleeves and gasped. I started crying uncontrollably again and then I felt those soft plump pink lips on my skin kissing the cuts. "Matt we need to talk" I said. "Go ahead" he said a little hesitant. "We can't be friends anymore" I said starting to cry again. "WHAT WHY!" he said raising his voice a little. "Because I can't be friends with somebody im in love with". Next thing I know those lips crash onto mine. I immediately kiss back and he says "I've always loved you Sydnie". Eventually we pull away for air "I love you" I say quietly. "I love you to" Matt said pecking your lips. "I have to go. I'll pick you up tomorrow at 12 be ready" he said kissing my lips one more time before leaving. After he shut my bedroom door I sat there on my bed touching my swollen lips thinking about what just happened. As soon as my head hit my pillow I slowly drifted to sleep thinking of Matt. 

A/N: So how do you like the story so far? I need some feedback.

Love ya'll

- Sydnie :)