𝐵𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑀𝑒 (𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑜𝑜𝑘)

Long Night, Huh?

I wake up with a pounding headache, a torn dress and my ankles throbbing from running in pumps. I feel disgusting and yet empty. My eyes are completely dry now since crying every tear I could cry last night. The light is suddenly taken away and I can already tell someone's standing over me.

I open my eyes to see my worst nightmare—
Reiko.

God. Fucking. Damnit.

As if my life couldn't get any worse I see his driver standing at the end of the alley blocking any potential way I could get out. As if I could. I'm sitting in front of one of the biggest and tallest men I've ever met.

I had no chance of getting away in the first place. "Long night, huh?" He says with a raised eyebrow. He leans over and picks me up, bridal style. No shocker there, he's been making constant reasons to touch me.

He carry's me to the car and instead of thrashing or getting angry, I welcome the warmth and protection he provides. He carefully puts me in the car and closes the door.

Too carefully for someone that kidnapped me. I add.

"Well let's go home." I scoff at the way he says home as if I could ever feel comfortable in a place that clearly doesn't welcome me.

But I don't voice my objection and we begin to drive home.

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When we get home I have to take a shower in his bathroom because the water in mine wouldn't heat up. I lather soap onto my body and hair— his soap.

Once I'm finished I wrap a towel around my body— his towel. And walk into his room, that is thankfully empty. I didn't like the idea of using his shower, or his soap, or his towel but I quickly got dressed and went to put the towel back in his bathroom only to walk in to him shirtless.

At least close to shirtless because I had walked in right when he began to take it off. Even after my arrival his movements don't falter and he continues to unbutton his dress shirt. I place the folded towel on the counter in front of him.

Right as I begin to walk away he calls out to me, his deep voice echoes through the room. "Put the towel where it belongs please." He commands yet still sounding polite because of his use of the word 'please'.

"Only because you asked nicely." I said with a grin and take the towel to where it belonged I had grabbed it off of a three tier rack. I blended over to put the towel on top of the rest of them.

When I go to stand up two large hands plant firmly on my hips, not allowing me to move until they wrap around my waist like vines. "So if I ask nicely," he says in my ear lowly. "I'll get what I want?"

His hand dips lower to the hem of my shirt, and for I second I almost forget to respond. "Ask and find out." I say when I tilt my head back to my mouth can meet his ear.

His hand trails up my stomach to my bare breast. He squeezes roughly and I bite my lip to withhold a moan but I can't stop from arching into his touch. He kisses down my neck no doubtlessly leaving hickeys while he squeezes and plays with my tits.

When I stifle a moan again he leans into my ear and mutters, "I want to hear you." He grabs my breast roughly again but this time I moan out loudly.

He smiles from the noice he had just extracted from me and whips my shirt over my head to give him easier access. He inclines his neck and begins to take my nipple into his mouth.

My body writhes underneath his touch but his hands keep me close to him as he works his lips over my chest. I somber up and push him off of me before the situation escalates too much— more than it already has.

In an instant the vibe in the room has changed and I pick up my shirt to put it back on. I don't wait for him to speak before I'm rushing back to my room where I lock the door.

I lean up against the door, which is very cold considering the fact that I'm still shirtless. I look down at my chest and see hickeys all the way from my neck to my breasts. I finally slide the shirt back on and look towards the window.

The window is now closed but the screen is still very much open. In an instant the window is open and I'm examining my chances of getting out safely. 

Slim, very slim. Still, I pace around the room in search of ideas and come short of any. Someone jangles the door knob and I close the window before making my way over to the door.

The second I open it, Reiko bursts in, for lack of better words. "We still haven't discussed what I want." He says calmly as if what happened in the bathroom hadn't happened.

The hard-on through his pants says otherwise.

"And that is?" I barley manage to get my words out of my mouth before he's responding again. "Go on a mission with me."

What?!

"I know it sounds crazy," He drawls, which means I probably said it out loud. "But it's completely necessary unless you want to go to another event that gets shot up."

"I don't want to go to another event in general, I also don't want to be here. Oh, and also the fact that you have all of the men in the world to help you with that but you choose me?"

Was this his way of getting rid of me?

"Your correct that I have a lot of men to help but I only have a handful of men that I trust. I need your help."

He got down onto his knees which was very familiar to the way I did for him. He pressed his palms together as if he was praying to me, and began to beg.

Like actually beg.

"Please Carmen, I need your help." His hands latched onto the outer part of my thighs and I stepped back.

"Fine. Get up." I said, not even looking down at him. "I will help you with your stupid mission."

"Thank you Carmen. We will further discuss it later." The moment he left the door I let out a breath I hadn't even known I had been holding in.

What the fuck did I just get myself into?

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Wowzers. That's hot
Btw sorry if the smut was bad that was my first time writing smut.

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