He knows he likes to make you scared, just to see
How much you care
He was never going anywhere
And he knows you play the same games too,
But you keep losing
He was too good
He was way too good
JJK x reader
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"I- tried looking for the best ones, the prettiest ones, but.. these were the only left, at the shop, spare me here, only this time, they were closing... and so I had no other option" you mumble incoherently, cheeks pressed flat as your head turn towards the side, where you could see the name engraved beautifully.
You feel your cheeks stingy, after applying a little pressure on them as they get squished at the hard cemented area not so softly, but still, with no remorse or anything, you keep on pressing your head onto the grave, trying to feel her nearer.
Your heart was heavy.
Slowly, your fingers move through your dusted hair, keeping them away from your view, as your quivering lips leave a soft inaudible sigh, damp eyelashes slowly draw upon your tired eyes finally shutting them off from the world.
Your hand involuntary move those flowers towards the front before unclasping your fingers from it, you take your hand back to you reopening your eyes, you move your head slowly getting up to the previous sitting position.
This is home.. a faint smile escapes your lips.
A wave of cold breeze moves through your hair, your heart, shrinking your soul in the process. The pitch darkness slowly starts engulfing, as the realisation; that the time must have gone beyond the normal for anyone to be staying here, gets to your head.
You look down on your lap, slowly dusting your clothes before letting your fingers gently graze upon the cheeks. you hiss a little upon the stinging sensation as you feel a bruise up there on your right cheekbone.
Ah, you hate it. Now you'd have to work upon it, soon after getting home. you dont want anybody, or specially soobin to notice it, you would look pathetic in his eyes.
Sighing, you slowly get up to stand on your feet, the surrounding looked hazardous, when the branches or leaves of those trees move along the wind, making it look like as even the air around here has been humming the creepiest lullaby in their ear, to drift them in the most peaceful sleep.
However, it makes you calm in the inside thinking, maybe, they would have got the peace they may have searched for the entire of their lives.
you cast a last glance at Jihyu's grave, mumbling a small goodbye as your feet start taking you out of the place. your hand pull open the iron gate roughly that still makes an unpleasant screeching sound. You move forward up in the night.
