Things haven't been going so well lately. First off, I'm too depressed most of the time to get out of bed.
I've been like this for the past week or in other words, since the break up.
Being a big, new celeb means I'm always doing something and it seems like this past week I've had more more stuff to do than ever.
I do still get out of bed to do interviews and stuff but honestly, I don't really pay attention to it. The most common topic is that photo. That stupid photo that ruined my life. I say I'm OK with it but really, I'm not.
Everyone is telling me he wasn't worth it anyways. They said if that was something he didn't trust me on then he was a jerk and I didn't need him.
But they don't understand. It was my first serious relationship. It was special to me.
Besides, Selena wouldn't know either because she broke up with Justin. Plus, they are still friends.
Jared and I haven't spoken since last week. I haven't had the courage to call him. Jared isn't a kind of person who is scared to do something so he is probably waiting for me to come crawling back. Well guess what, I won't. He can wait all he wants.
Sure, I would like to be back together but, I know that won't work out very well.
All I know is, I'm done with relationships for now. At least I hope so.
What really bugs me is that guy in the photo. Who the h*ll is he? Is he some kind of freak trying to get revenge? If that's the case than he has the wrong girl. Or maybe he is a stalker that is so obsessed with me that he just had to mess with my love life so he has a chance. But it could also be this one girl that hated my guts for no reason in middle school and she just wants me to be hated on.
There are so many possibilities but I can't be certain.
Also, I'm getting hate on twitter. About 500 people have unfollowed me. This is more hate than ever before. They think that I'm the heart breaker. But they don't know the story. They don't know me.
@Sophie_Gomez You are a terrible person!You are nothing like Selena. At least she doesn't cheat on her boyfriends.
Gee I thought Taylor Swift was bad. Our real heart breaker is @Sophie_Gomez
@JaredisCool I feel terrible for you! You should date me. At least I wouldn't cheat on you like @Sophie_Gomez!
Tweets like this were coming in by the dozen.
It really upsets me. These are some of my fans saying this and they don't even defend me. What such nice and supporting fans.
Millions of thoughts came into my mind. After a final thought, I did what I had to.
I clicked the button.
Are you sure you want to delete your account?
I clicked yes and shut off my computer.
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Hey guys! Sorry for the short chapter I'm super busy with school. I think this is a filler chapter but yeah...... PLEASE vote for this I don't get like any votes and pretty soon if I don't get a lot of votes I will be even slower on updating. Here is a list of things you can comment about.
1. Do you think Sophie made the right choice of deleting her Twitter?
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