A Womanizer fell in-love with a nobody?!-Completed (major editing)

Chapter28

Irene's pov

I stared at my left side when I felt someone sit beside me...

Napatitig ako sa katabi ko ng mapansin kong parang si Spencer to,tsk

Kumurap kurap ako

pag tingin ko ulit sa kanya si Terrence lang pala

I drink again and I smiled,a bitter one

Siguro siya lang makakatulong sa akin,tong lalaking to tahimik lang yan pero pag nagsalita ang lalim,parang laging may meaning

I started to talk while drinking not minding yung sakit ng ulo ko na parang umiikot yung paligid ko...

"Hmmm,Terrence,na-inlove ka na ba?"tanong ko habang kumukurap,feeling ko lumulutang ako,haha,nakangiti lang ako ssa kanya

"Yeah"

Hmm,na-inlove na siya?pero alam ko papalit palit siya mg girl ah?sino kaya yung malas na girl?haha

"But do you felt the feeling that your falling pero alam mong mali?"tanong ko ulit habang pinaglalaruan yung glass wine ko,ang init ng pakiramdam ko

"Yeah It's like your duelling with your mind and your heart"napatingin ako sa kanya ng sabihin niya yun,bakit feeling ko may meaning sinabi niya?tinamaan ako dun,yeah parang nakikipagtalo ka lagi sa isip at puso mo...

"It's unfair right?feeling something you like but you know it's not right" at saka ako ulit tumingin sa kanya,doon ko napansin na nakatitig pala siya sa akin,naiilang ako sa titig niya,he's like staring to my soul,ang lalim ng titig niya sa akin eh!umiwas ako ng tingin at tumitig na lang dito sa wine glass ko

"Yeah,but you know God has a reason why he's giving us a problem,he knows that we can solve it"

Napangiti ako,I knew it,ang galing niya talaga mag advice

"Yeah,but do you felt the feeling that your confused to someone,yung feeling na ayaw mong maramdaman yun pero gusto mo kasi masaya ka pero alam mong mali"tanong ko ulit at linapit yung mukha ko sa kanya

"Yeah I felt that to someone,to someone I love but she don't know that I love her 'coz she love's somebody else and also I don't want to ruin our friendship"napakurap ako ng mata sa sinabi niya... bakit feeling ko sa akin niya gustong sabihin yun,coz' the way he stared at me,his eyes parang may gustong sabihin...

"You can close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see,but you can't close your heart to the things you don't wanna feel"he seriously said at ngumiti ng mapait,bakit ba feeling ko,ako may kasalanan kung bakit ganito si Terrence?he looks like a broken hearted man...

Tinamaan ako sa sinabi niya,tama hindi ko naman masasarado yung puso ko para hindi maramdaman yung ayaw kong maramdaman eh...

Niyakap ko siya para maramdaman niyang nandito lang ako para sa kanya as his friend...

For me,hug is the simplest way to let people know how much you care and love them without saying anything

kung sino man yung mahal niya sana makalimutan na niya,maraming girls diyan na nagkakandarapa sa kanya kaya I know makakalimutan niya rin yun...

Napatingin ako sa kanya ng maramdaman kong may tumulong tubig sa braso ko,baka mamaya laway niya eh,haha,nakapikit lang siya kaya pi-nat ko na lang yung likod niya...

Feeling ko parang biglang nawala yung hilo ko at yung mga ininom ko eh!parang hindi naman ako nalasing tsk,I drink again while still gently patting his back...

Feeling ko may nakatingin sa akin...

"Get off your filthy hands of her"kinabahan ako ng marinig ko ang malamig na boses na yun

Terrence's pov

I sit beside her while she's still drinking her drinks,she stared at me,I like it when she is staring at me,pumupungay na yung mata niya at ang mukha niya ay mamula mula na din na nakangiti lang

"Hmm,Terrence na-inlove ka na ba?"she suddenly ask,napatitig ako sa kanya...

"Yeah"

"But do you felt the feeling that your falling pero alam mong mali?"

Yeah I know that,I felt that when I fall hard for you and you don't know about it,tss,why she suddenly ask about this?nananadya ba siya?

"Yeah It's like your duelling with your mind and your heart"ang sakit kasi kahit na nasasaktan ako siya pa rin ang iniisip ko,just sh*t!

"It's unfair right?feeling something you like but you know it's not right"

She said,napatitig ako sa kanya,when she suddenly stared at me too,agad siyang nag-iwas ng tingin sa akin

Yeah It's unfair but when it come's in the word love all is fair,it's just that it's not in the right time I fall

"Yeah,but you know God has a reason why he's giving us a problem,he knows that we can solve it" nakita ko siyang napangiti sa sinabi ko,her smile is like energy for me,makita ko lang na masaya siya okay na ako dun

"Yeah,but do you felt the feeling that your confused to someone,yung feeling na ayaw mong maramdaman yun pero gusto mo kasi masaya ka pero alam mong mali"nagulat ako ng nilapit niya ang mukha niya sa akin napatitig ako sa labi niya...

F*ck!Is she trying to seduce me?!jeezzz woman!tsk!

"Yeah I felt that to someone,to someone I love but she don't know that I love her 'coz she love's somebody else and also I don't want to ruin our friendship"tumingin ako sa kanya after I said that napatitig siya sa mata ko,tsk why she always like to stare to everyone's eyes?

"You can close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see,but you can't close your heart to the things you don't wanna feel"I seriously said and smiled a bitter one

Natigilan ako ng niyakap niya ako bigla,tsk!why she always have this effect on me?!

Before I can stop my tears to fall,tumulo na yung luha ko,I'm such a f*cking gay!just sh*t!

Pumikit ako para hindi niya makita ang mata ko

I want to stay us as a friend I don't want to ruin our friendship because of me...

A friend is someone who knows all about you... and still loves you...

as a friend

Tsk!I know it's wrong na gumamit ng iba para makalimot but I need her,we both need each other

Crystal

"Get off your filthy hands of her"

Napa-smirk ako ng marinig ko ang malamig na boses niya...

Still the cold territory guy

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To be continue muna^^ hehe mamaya yung next chappie^^ try ko ulit mag ud^^ Inspired ako ngayon eh,may new crush ako ulit yieeehhh xD haha

-RareAutumn