𝙼𝙰𝙵𝙸𝙰 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 ( 𝚉𝙼 )

CHAPTER 45

Im still pacing here and there while bitting my fingernails and fidgeting, one of the traits that I would do when Im nervous. Nervous tripping my whole body. Sweats appearing on my face.

Since Im here, I never ever get out of this room. Even if I want to, I would stand at the balcony or at the midnight I would find some foods from the kitchen without making any sounds. Its difficult task but yet I have to do it. Now, I have the urge to go find Clara by myself as she is taking so long to bring the pregnancy stick but I regained myself.

As the God answered my thoughts, I heard Clara voice and her knocking on my door. Thank God. I immediately went to open the door and pull her into my room.

"Why does it take so long?" I asked her.
"Im sorry Mam, got alot of checkpost to met with" she answered. I understand what does it means, and nodded my head. Checkpost. Alot of checkpost over here, in order to be guarded this place.

I took the stick from Clara's hand and checked got any instructions on how to use it. "Mam, you have to pee on the stick and wait for few seconds to get the result." She explained.

"Pee on the stick?" I asked disgustingly and she nodded her and looked at me in confused.

"Never done this before?" She asked.
I shaked my head as No and looked down in embarassement. "Its okay mam, now go pee on it" she urged me into the washroom. I sat on the toilet and think again.

What if this symptoms its just a homesick?
What if its shows negative?
What if I got any serious health conditon that couldnt cure?

All my thoughts cut off when Clara knocked the door and asked whether did I peed or not. I told her to give me few seconds. Once I peed, I left the stick on sink counter and walked out of the washroom.

"What is it?" She asked as happiness running in her eyes.
Why she is getting excited?
She is working to Emi, shouldnt be she have to be loyal to her boss?
Why she helped me to bring this stick? Is she helping me? Or she is acting?

"FLORAA" Clara raised het voice lightly and shaked my arm. "Are you here? Why arent you answering?" She whispered. "Im sorry alot of shits going through in my mind, Im sorry what did you asked just now?" I replied and asked her back.

"I asked, what is the result?" She sighed.
"I just peed, and it hasnt showed I guess," I scratched my head and frowned. "Flora" she sighed loudly. "Look now, go. The result will be out now" she urged me again. I went back again to the washroom and didnt look at the pregnancy stick and brought with me.

"Clara, I didnt looked at it. Im too chickened to it. So what if we both looked at it?" I sugessted which she agree. I hold the stick infront of me and we close our eyes. We planned in the count of three, we going to open our eyes and look at the result.

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3

Slowly we open the it shows.....

"Two lines" we whispered. I furrowed and looked at Clara who is closing her mouth with her hands and getting soo happy. Why?

"Congratulations Mam, " she hold my arms as her eyes are glossy. Why is she crying now? Why is she congratulate me?"

"You are pregnant, Ms. Weasley"
WHAT?!?!!!??!?!??!
My eyes are wide open in shocked. I couldnt move at all, Im stagnant now. Clara hugged me so tight and keeps on praising me how good mom I will be.

I was too stunned to speak. My eyes now started to glossy and tears uncontrobally flowing down on my cheeks, silent tears coming out of my mouth.

Im pregnant.
Im fucking pregnant.
Im a mother now.
Im more than happy. Me being a mom to my unborn child, its a good feeling. Feels about me carrying a soul, a petite innocent soul that me and Zayn created out of love just makes me more happy.

But.... the father of my child. He isnt here. The mom stucked here with the demon in this devil hole and she is still waiting for the father to help her. Still hoping for him.

Again unwanted overthinking thoughts came through my mind, I tried not to think about it and think about my- no.. me and Zayn's child safety, and Zayn's arrival to help me.

"Mam, dont cry. You cannot be crying now." By the time, Clara pulled away and we sat on the bed. "In this time, you have to be very careful. Stressing and crying is not good for the baby. You should eat alot Mam. For the growth of baby." She explained as she came closer to me.

"Dont worry, I will be there for you. I will take care of this, of you. Both of you. We shouldnt tell this to anyone in this house because they have no mercy, their happiness is blood, seeing other person suffering. For sure, karma will give them answer." She assured me and scolded them that makes me more confused.

"Clara... you have to be loyal to your boss" I said.
"Boss? Fuck that bitch. I didnt accept her as my boss. Im here just to take revenge on her." Clara cursed as her jaws clenched and her teeth gritting sound ringing to my ears.

"What happen? I mean if you insist to share.." I gestured my hands to make her understand. She sighed and looked at me . Saddness, sorrow and anger sipping in her eyes. Shs fisted her pump , gripping her skirt so tight and looked at side.

"Not now. There will be time. Right now all you need to take care of yourself and the baby. Remember, I will be there for you till your man of your heart comes." She smiled as she caressed my cheeks.

"Take care my child" she smiled and her eyes again glossy and a stubborn tears drop ontop of her skirt. Then she picked up the food tray and walked away from the room.

Now, Im alone and lonely. But no longer lonely anymore as my little one is here. I smiled as I rubbed my stomach. "Hey there little bean" I said and layed my head on the headboard. Glancing at the sky, thinking of Zayn.

Thinking of him, makes me more sad as Im missing him so much but I have to be strong, for my little bean. I smiled sadly and wiped the tears.

Not longer after, Emiliana open the door and walked in. "Hey there" she smiled widely at me. I raised my hands and nodded my head as I sat up. "How many days, weeks, you gonna be in this room? Dont you feel boring hmm?" She asked as she sat beside me.

"Its better to be lonely" I muttered as I picked my pants. "Ohh come on" she groaned and wrapped her arms on me. "Im bringing you out, and Im not taking No as an answer so get ready now,  I will be waiting at downstair. Dont be late and if you pulled any shits you know the consequences. I wont disturb you.. I have Zara too here" she said as she did a little dance.

FUCK HOW DID I FORGET THIS?

Shocked appears on my face, my breathing is uneven.
No no nooo no Flora, be strong to your little one.
I closed my eyes and take deep breaths.
"No. Dont do anything to her. I--I follow you" I agrreed to follow with her that makes her clapped her hands and hugged me. Which made me thinking of me hugging a snake.

Not for longer I will tolerate this Emiliana. Everything will be come to the end.

I thought of myself and gave her a fake smile. Finally she walked out the room and gave me space to breathe.

"Fuck how does this happen? Zara is here. How did I forget her? But why am I feeling like her presence wasnt here at all?" I talked to myself and gripped my hair roots.

"Calm down Flo, dont think alot. We can find a solution for this. Dont pressure yourself please, think about the baby" I assure myself as I get up and picked up clothes to change.
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New chap here. Kind of shorty chap. Anyways  vote and comment thank you