Monday
July 7th
I dreaded waking up today. For the fact Knowing today meant there was only one more day till it was my 17th birthday i dreaded my birthday for the simple fact that it reminded me that nobody actually cared for me or my well being
Not even my so called "father" cared about me he's always telling me how he dreads having me and how he wished I would've died instead of my mother but still he keeps me around Js so he could beat on me and watch me suffer for his amusement.
11:25 am
As I finally got up from the comfort of my bed I headed to my drawers and grabbed a bra and some boxers and my towels heading to the bathroom I hung my towel up so it wasn't in the way of anything and sat my bra and boxers on the counter.
striping out of the little clothing I had on I stepped in the shower letting the warm water hit my back I loved taking shower I loved being clean and smelling good.
30 minutes later
Once I was done and I had did all my hygiene stuff I headed over to my closet picking out a chill fit consisting of my nike sweat pants and a black tee with my new balances
grabbing my phone off the dresser unplugging it as I did so and grabbing my airpods and my keys finna walk out the door until I heard from behind me "where the fuck are u going" I heard the Devil himself ask "to Walmart "
I said turning around not making eye contact. Seeing how he inched closer to me I backed up a little as he now stood infront of me grabbing me by my hair n yelling in my ear u better be back in this house In 30 fuckin minutes or you know whats gon Happen he said as he released me.
I basically jolted to the door As I heard him laughing and mumbling something as I headed out the door going to my local Walmart js a couple minutes up the street.
I finally pulled up to the walmart , grabbing some snacks for me once done I started looking around for self check out seeming there was way to many people In the regular lines and knowing me my anxiety way to bad for allat nie ,
finishing bagging my snacks I go to pay when I hear smb behind me say "I'll pay for it" I see this fine stud walking up to me pulling out her card "n-no it's fine"
I stuttered out trying to push her hand away " Just lemme pay for it ma" she said sticking her card into the reader and me still trying to say no not noticing she had already payed making me feel guilty I told her I'd pay her back but she still kept insisting that it was fine. Still telling her imma pay her back she finally just said ok.
Putting all My grocery's up in my car I closed my trunk thanking her again opening my door finna get in I hear her say something else can I get ur number assum n What's ur name ?
She questioned with her phone held out as I hesitantly turned around saying "sure n my name is nekio" and grabbing her phone and putting my number in "my name is mani n be expecting a call from me later" she said as she walked away
After I saw she got in her car I finally got into my car and closed the door as my heart finally stoped racing
As I cranked Up my Carly dreading heading home but still making It there in 10 minutes flat opening the door and putting everything up as I was putting the last item up I felt my hair being yanked as i dropped the bag of Takis hearing the devil himself speak
"didn't I tell u 30 minutes " he said as he shook his head "I-I was back in 30 minutes" "You fuckin lying ass dyke" He said balling up his fist as he started hitting me not before slamming me on the ground sending blows to my stomach and
face after about a good 20 minutes of getting beat I started to feel myself going in and out of consciousness until everything had went black
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