An Angel To Love

Chapter 14

Mario
I don't understand why I stayed in the room the whole time watching my twin and my best friend take her. I just couldn't take my eyes off her. The pleasure on her face made my dick hard, but I could just pull it out, then she would know that I think about her everyday. And seeing her take dick like a champ, I just have never seen someone look so beautiful, and she took my brother's cum so well. Then she gave all the guys kisses and left. I just wanted to run up to her and kiss her, rip her clothes of and eat her pussy until she came on my fave then fuck her until she came on my dick, but I held back because it's different for me then it is for my brother he didn't hold her when she cried after our father hit her, he wasn't by her side when she was in pain, and she didn't tell him to be careful because he was so much like that monster and worst of all he didn't hear her screaming for him to get off he didn't hear our dad forcing himself on our mom I made sure he never had to hear or see any of that.
I'm actually the older twin, so I thought it was my job to protect him, but I never want to do that to a woman. I have to keep myself at a distance from her, I'm standing here in the corner while the guys talk. They all want her. They all say she was made for them but what if she really was made for them what if she was made for all of us what if we were made to protect her, made to be her everything. I don't think they realize that I looked in their eyes and if they don't share her, this friendship will never last. They all love her too much already, but I can't.
I can't let myself love her. I don't want to hurt her the way my dad hurt my mother. He killed her. I don't know if Markus has ever told them how my mom died, but he beat her then he told us to leave, we couldn't live there no more.
We lost our mom and our home in one day, and it has just been me and Markus ever since, and I have seen Markus date, but I have never seen him look at a woman like he looked at My Angel. I say mine, but she isn't mine, and I don't know if she will ever be. "Are you coming Mario" My twin asks, snapping me out of my thought, "Yeah I'm coming" I see the concern on his face. He is worried about me, I have never fully told him why I don't date, why I hold myself back. Sex is not something I get pleasure from, it's just something I do because I fear if I let myself go, I will hurt someone.
That is why I can never fuck my Angel because I know if I did hurt her, my brother would never forgive me and I would never forgive myself "Rio, are you okay" My brother asks with concern in his voice "Yeah, I'm fin-" He cuts me off "Don't lie to me, I know something is wrong, and you didn't want to kiss touch or nothing to Angel I saw the way you looked you wanted to why are you holding back?"
"I just can't let myself Mar I'm not the right guy for her, but I think all of you would be perfect for her, all of you will have to share her." He looks at me in surprise, "Rio, I know you would rather not tell me why you can't be with her, but I love you brother and I will be here for you no matter what." The look on his face I have never seen, I have always been concerned for him and I have tried to shield him from my pain. "I'm going outside" I tell him as I walk away. I step out the door and I see her on the swing on the porch, looking so beautiful and smiling so big.
"Hey Rio" She calls as she waves me over. The only person who calls me Rio is my brother. "Hey Angel, you look like you're in a good mood" I say with a smile "I'm sore between my legs, and you would think I would feel something like shame for having sex with three guys, but I don't, but I feel relieved isn't that weird?"
"I wouldn't say weird. Weird was the fact that I just stood in there while you did it" I say with a chuckle "Yeah what was that about I saw you while Markus was fucking me, and you just stood there" I laugh "To be honest, I wasn't sure what to do I made sure to check the lock, but I couldn't bring myself to leave" She shakes her head "Do you like me?" The question I was hoping she wouldn't ask, "My brother likes you. I would love to be your friend if you are okay with that" She smiles so genuinely and my heart tugs I will do whatever I can to make sure she is always smiling "I would love that, thank you, Rio" she gives me a hug and I feel my pants get tighter this will be the hardest friendship for me.