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(Hazel Pov) TW: suidical thoughts

I woke up and got ready for school. Me and Stella hung out all day yesterday until her parents told her to go to home at 12 am. I'm so tired because I didn't get enough sleep. I got ready for school and actually did my hair- I wave crimped it and then put it in a claw clip. Then I ate Nutella on toast and Cora drove me to school.

I quickly got my books out of my locker bc their was like 3 gossip minions talking to Stella about her TikTok. So much drama. Then they came over to me as I was leaving. The area with my locker

"hey! Aren't you hazel?" some short girl with black hair, blonde badly dyed at the end. short bangs above her eyebrows. I think her name was Juliet.
"Um yeah I am hazel. What's up?" I replied
"are you actually dating Stella?!" She asked me
"yes I am- why?" I responded
"oh cool. Just confused on why she picked a random girl not someone she knew-" she started to say
"please don't say that" I interrupted her and walked away to first hour. I sat down in the back with a open seat and Stella quickly came running in and sat next to me

"are you ok? Juilet just told me you were being rude" Stella whispered in my ear
"I'm fine. I wasn't really being mean, she asked me why you chose me when she could chose someone she knew to date." I replied and took out my sketchbook and just drew random stuff
then Dakota came in and sat infront of us.

Then Korbin sat next to Dakota and class started Talking about the projects- me and Stella added final details and turned ours in. We had free time the rest of class. So me and Stella were both drawing she was drawing on one side of a page and I was drawing on the other page next to it.

"Do you wonder if I steal a kiss anyone would notice?" Stella whispered into my ear
"stop the teacher is gonna see." I whispered back to her
"just a quick kiss?" she whined
"fine." I agreed and quickly kissed her
"so you are actually dating her?!" juilet said coming over to our table and I just gave her a face like stop talking to us.

"Yes I am. What's wrong with that?" Stella said to juilet
"why didn't you choose someone ehh- cooler?" Juilet asked
"why did you choose someone us to be rude too? Go the fuck away." Stella scoffed and juilet walked away and flipped her off
"kiss me again I wanna piss her off again" Stella whispered into my ear

"not right now" I responded flipping for a clean page in my sketchbook
"wait what was that?" Stella said stopping at a page and opening it
"shush." I responded blushing and closing the page of people kissing that I was trying to draw and Stella started laughing then the bell rang and we all went to 2nd hour. Me and Stella sat next to eachother and did our work.

3rd hour pe I really didn't wanna do the activity so I walked laps. Stella walked with me so! We just talked about random stuff 4th hour Dakota was gonna hang with Paxton so me and Stella snuck out of the school building and past the outdoor area and ran to the Walmart nearby and walked around it then 5 minutes before the bell rang we ran back just in time for it to ring and we went to 5th hour. Then lunch and we all chilled and ate. At recess me and stella were just sitting against the fence
"can I sneak a kiss? Please?" She whispered into my ear again..

"fine." I replied and kissed her quickly
"come on. That was hardly a kiss!" She whined and I pulled her close and kissed her again
"thank you. I love you hazel" she whispered into my ear and kissed my cheek again
"Please stop. I don't wanna watch girls kiss" juilet said randomly showing up next to us
"Well I don't wanna see your face. Go away." Stella replied to her

"atleast I dont kiss girls" she responded
"Atleast I haven't kissed and dated every guy in the school?! I have only ever kissed and dated hazel in this school. So shut up. Go away" stella replied to juilet
"You dated Paxton! And kissed him." Juilet said

"No I didn't. I never dated Paxton YOU JUST MADE UP A RUMOR THAT WE WERE DATING AND ACTUALLY CONVINCED YOURSELF FROM TELLING EVERYONE THAT WE ARE BITCH!" Stella yelled at her and a para started walking towards us.
"Stella and juilet come with me." The worker yelled over juilet screaming now and Stella quickly kissed me and got up and walked away with juilet and the worker. I took out my phone and opened the groupchat

"KORBINS GAY"
Hazel: I'm lonely now
Dakota: where are you?
Hazel: by the fence
Dakota: why are you alone?
Hazel: Stella yelled at some annoying ass girl named juilet
Dakota: god she's so annoying. She said she was lesbian for attention, carried a lesbian flag on her back as a cape for a month and had a boyfriend. Then she decided to kiss me as a joke and then punched me and told me I was gross for kissing her when I am straight, and also her boyfriend broke up with her and got with a guy so she became homophobic again
Hazel: I hate her even more than I already hated her now I thought you were pansexual tho?
Dakota: I just haven't came out!
*hazel unsent their last text*
*dakota unsent their last text*
Korbin: what are you guys unsending?!
Onyx: yeah r u guys flirting?
Paxton: WHAT? DAKOTA?
Dakota: No! I'm not flirting with her.
Paxton: then what was that?
Dakota: fine. dm me
Korbin: what was it!!
Onyx: what are you guys doing!!
Hazel: shut up gay asses
Korbin: your a gay ass too!
Hazel: shut up!
Onyx: what did you guys delete?!
Dakota: SHUT UP.
Dakota I'm pansexual. That's what she deleted. Ok?!
Korbin: WHAT I THOUGHT YOU WERE STRAIGHT
onyx: I already knew you were pansexual
Dakota: what?! I haven't told anyone but hazel?!
Onyx: I saw you guys kiss in 7th grade!
*onyx unsent his text*
Paxton: YOU KISSED HAZEL?!
Hazel: we were 13. Chill the fuck out
Korbin: WHAT
Dakota: when did you see that onyx? And why were you stalking hazel a few weeks ago?
*onyx left the group*
Korbin: he wanted to seem straight. His parents would kick him out if they found out he was gay
Dakota: I thought they already knew he was gay?!
Korbin: his older brother got kicked out when he was 14. and onyx's parents cut his shoulder like 5 times when they found out he was gay so ever sense yeah. He doesn't like to think about this so don't mention it to him at all
Hazel: poor onyx. I'm gonna go find him. Where are you guys?
Korbin: I see u
Hazel: oh I see you.

I walked over to Korbin and onyx and asked onyx if he was ok and he said no and started crying.
"Need a hug?" I asked onyx and he got up and I hugged him, he was crying so much now
"You are actually really short hazel-" Korbin said
"No I'm not. I'm 5'2! Your just tall. 6'4?!" I said back and onyx pulled back and was wiping his tears and still crying
"It's okay. It's okay. Calm down, take deep breaths" Korbin said while getting up and hugging onyx.
"Your guys hight different is cute" I said smiling
"isn't Stella like 5'9?!" Korbin replied
"oh yeah. She is." I responded- I guess I am just short. 7 inches?! No I thought Stella was 5'7? I saw Korbin and onyx sercetly kiss in the corner of my eye and then i felt a hug from behind
"I missed you!" Stella explained
"How was the principals?" I asked her turning around
"they didn't care. Just gave juilet ISS for being homophobic" Stella replied kissing me
"I wish school was over already" I mumbled
"It will be over soon. I really need a make out session" Stella whispered into my ear and I lighty pushed her back then the whistle blew and everyone went to class. At the end of the day I put my books back in my locker and on the way out Stella pulled me into a closet
"quick make out sesh?" She asked
"okay okay just be quick. Cora is here waiting for me" I mumbled and she quickly pressed her lips against mine.

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hmm. Something's fishy?

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