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Seeing Red S5 Ep11

I am meeting Barry, Nora, Axel, Frost, and Ralph where they found Cicada

When I got there I saw Barry throw lightning at Cicada

Am I late? I asked

Right on time. Nora said

Negate this! Ralph yelled and he shot cicada with a blaster

Then frost shot her ice at him making him get stuck on the brick wall

Then frost turned to Caitlin and she had to help the meta that Cicada hurt

But then cicada broke out the ice and slammed his dagger on the ground and the blast threw us back

Cicada started to walk over to Nora

Nora! Axel yelled and got up and started to run at Cicada

Axel, no! I yelled and started to get up but then cicada threw his dagger at Axel and he couldn't dodge it in time and it stabbed his chest

Then cicada slashed Nora with the dagger he picked her up and broke her back

No! Barry yelled

Barry ran over to Nora and I ran to Axel who was on the ground bleeding

I took my mask off and gloves and I put pressure on his stab wound

Frost shot at Cicada but her flew away and she turned into Caitlin

Axel. Caitlin said and ran over

Mom. He said

I'm here. Caitlin said

I love you two. He said

Don't say that, you're going to be fine. I said

Don't leave me. He said

We won't buddy, you're going to be fine, I just got you, I can't lose you. I said

I'm sorry, that I hated you. Axel said

Don't be. I said

Then he stopped breathing

No, no, no, no, no. I said and I rubbed my hands together and started to do chest compressions

Alex. Alex, stop it, he's gone. Caitlin said and she hugged me

No, he's not, I can save him. I cried and I hugged her and I cried in her shoulder

Skip

I am at star labs and I'm looking at the blood on my hands

I am still in my suit and I'm in the bathroom

Then I started to wash my hands and when I was done I washed my face and I ran my hand through my hair

Then I left the bathroom and went to the med lab and I saw iris and Barry sitting next to the bed Nora was on

Then I walked in and they looked at me

Is she gonna be okay? I asked as I walked over to the bed

Are you? Iris asked

We need to worry about Nora, right now. I said

You just lost your son, you have the right to grieve. Barry said

I'll figure out how to deal with it, but I'm worried about my niece right now. I said

Maybe you should get some rest. Barry said

Sure, I'll be back. I said and I went out into the cortex

I ignored Ralph and Wells who were looking at me and I went to sit on a chair and I kept my back towards them and I looked at Axel's suit that was on the table in front of me and I picked his mask up