My Secret B̶u̶d̶d̶y̶ Love

Control

After what happened, both of them Namjoo and Yukiki were so awkward.

At Yukiki's Home

As usual, Yukiki will cook for himself. He makes dumpling soup for dinner tonight. After he had finished cooking, Namjoo came out of his room. Yukiki saw Namjoo. Namjoo just walked away.

Yukiki: Namjoo.

Namjoo stop walking.

Namjoo: Hm?

Yukiki: Do you wanna go out?

Namjoo: Yea. To get some food.

Yukiki: Do you wanna eat with me? I made dumpling soup. I have more and I think this is enough for two served.

Namjoo: Oh. Um... Okay. But I want to go to the mart to get a drink. Do you want anything?

Yukiki: Um... Can I have a Coke?

Namjoo: Coke? Okay.

Yukiki: Yeah okay then I'll wait for you.

Namjoo: Okay.

Namjoo goes out to the mart near to the house. About fifteen minutes later he comes back with a plastic bag in his hand.

Yukiki: Oh there you are.

Namjoo: Sorry for being late.

Yukiki: It's okay. Come here and eat with me.

Namjoo: Okay.

Namjoo's POV

From the first time I lived here, this is the first time he invited me to eat with him.

Yukiki: How does it taste? Is it good?

Namjoo: Hm? Oh yeah this is delicious. I like it. Thank you.

Yukiki: You're welcome.

They turn back to quiet. They don't know what to talk so they just enjoy the food until...

Namjoo: Um.. Kiki.

Yukiki: Hm yea?

Namjoo: About the kiss...

Yukiki: Um it's okay. I know it was an accident so it's fine *smiles*

Namjoo: But.. I want to talk about it.

Yukiki: Can we talk about other things we're eating now...

Namjoo: *gets up* then I have nothing to talk to you.

Yukiki: Namjoo ya. I'm trying to be honest with you! Okay fine, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for ignoring you for all this time but I have a reason why I do like that.

Namjoo: Then tell me the reason!

Yukiki stopped. He got scared. He never thought that Namjoo would be so mad at him.

Namjoo: If you have nothing to say then I'll leave now.

Yukiki: Leave?! Do you wanna leave?! But why? What did I do? What I have done to you?! What's wrong?! What else do I need to do? Why do people hate me so much?! Now why do you hate me too?!

Yukiki getting anxious. Namjoo saw that. He feel guilty so he just gets closer to Yukiki and hugs him.

Namjoo: Kiki-ya... I'm sorry... I don't mean to say like that....

Yukiki: Please don't leave me... *sobbing*

Namjoo: I won't leave you. I promise. I'm sorry. I don't know why I become like that. I'm sorry. I don't mean to hurt you.

Yukiki: Do you hate me too?

Namjoo: No. No I don't. I like you. I really like you.

Yukiki: I'm sorry if I'm controlling you. But.. I.. I need time. I don't want it now. I know your feelings for me and I feel the same too but for now, I think it's better to focus on our studies first.