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C H A N E L   V E R I T E T I

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C H A N E L   V E R I T E T I

I get a text from my best friend that she wants to go out tonight.. I don't feel like going out tonight but I don't want to hurt her feelings. Plus we haven't been out since like a month ago, I've been so worried about trying to get a place because my parents are so controlling and weird by me going anywhere.. just because of who they are.

Money isn't the issue, my parents are just aware that I'm trying to leave their house and they're doing everything they can to prevent it. I don't get it.. I've been through fight training, knive and every type of weapon training, almost literally anything. I've been through scenarios of what I need to do if some pervert tried to traffic or kidnap me.. literally almost everything. I literally keep a knife strapped on my thigh every time I go out.

I'm not the strongest or tallest but I'm definitely amazing with weapons and strategy and how to get the attacker in a position that's very vulnerable. I don't enjoy attacking people back but they shouldn't try to fuck with me just because I don't look like I can take care of myself that way.

I don't need to be protected all the time, I know how to fight and protect my own self. Nikolai helps but there's already rumors that he's my boyfriend, and ew never. I see him like an older brother because he's been my bodyguard since I was ten years old. He was eighteen when I was ten and now he's twenty nine.

I end up texting my best friend, Azyra, that I'll be ready soon and I get in the shower and wash my hair throughly. I put my coconut scented soap on my loofa and rinse it under the water for a second and squish the soap in and start scrubbing my body.

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After an hour long shower, I dry my hair and just let my very long fluffy blonde curls with light pink underneath flow and let it stay down. I don't feel like putting it up. I slip my tight black dress with rhinestones as straps and rhinestones all along the bottom of the dress. My body fills the dress us perfectly and I put my silver diamond chanel bracelet on my wrist and put my silver heels on my feet.

I text Azyra and tell her I'm ready and she texts back that she's on the way. I walk downstairs and all you can hear is my heels clicking the floor and filling the quietness. My mother looks at me with a 'what the hell are you doing' as if this wasn't a normal thing for me. I think she just wants me to feel ashamed for having fun or wants to feel like an actual parent. I'm not sure.

"I'm going out tonight with Zyra," I say as I'm reaching the end of the marble staircase and standing around three feet away from my mother, "Hope it's not an issue or anything."

"Well, Nikolai will be there with you. Right now is a very vulnerable time for you to be out." My mother puts her hair behind her ear.

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