Endearing.

Urging for Something.

Lincoln's point of view.
She was in a calm state, she had been sleeping,  the doctor sedated her. Eveyln and Mr.Eden were  in there with her....I still had her screems in my head,  in my soul,  I could feel her, she  felt like she had shattered again, we knew that it couldn't be possible, that it could have trouble being alive, but we had hope, we always did. The things are different know,  I don't know if she would want to  ever try to have one again.
"Lincoln ?" I heard Steph she was with Salvatore and Spencer right behind them. They still didn't know what happened. "How is Violet did everything came out OK? " Steph asked she saw my face and started to get worried. "Lincoln? is everything ok?" she repeated.
"She has been sedated. It was a little boy, but..." I said I couldn't say more,  I looked down hoping to escape this hurt this feeling. I looked up again Steph had tears in her eyes. She looked at me sympathy in her eyes. "Why is she being sedated? " She said in a shaky vioce. "She wouldn't stop screaming and wouldn't give him up.He was alive, she carried him I was holding his little hand happiest thing ever,  then he just exhaled and he was gone." I said I was trying so hard not to sob or anything I couldn't see their eyes , I kept looking down,  my feet were weak, I went to sit down. Mrs. and Mr. Eden came out. "How is she? " Spence asked. "She hasn't waked up but she is sleeping better she isn't sobbing during her sleep no more." Mr.Eden said.  The nurse that attending Violet was coming "Mr.Wood." she said "yes?" I said standing up.  "Can you come with me too Dr.Smith's office." She said. I looked back and they just did a slight nod I went on too follow the nurse, I went into the office "Have a sit."Dr.Smith said. I did "Is there something wrong?" I asked. "Just a few questions" He said,  I nodded
"OK. Well then, let's start, you can feel her right? "
"Yes sir, I do but was does this have to do what she is going through.?" I said.
"Just cope with me.What does she feel like right now?" He asked
"Her power is urging for something, She is also it feels like it was waiting for something so long and now it's all gone."
He looked at me a did a sad smile "She is urging to care for something, small and beautiful,  she is urging to feel like a mother. It won't stop until she gets what she wants." He said,  the urging feeling was her wanting to be a mother.
"What can I do?" I asked.
"Adopt. She well take them as her own." He said
"But how,  it  would be human and Violet can suffer again." I Said I don't want to see her hurt again.
"Well I know about these two little ones. They are from the same mother,  but different dads. Her first husband died 3 days later her baby was born and then two years ago she re- married, and got pregnant again and well she unfortunately died after getting birth, and sadly the second childs dad didn't want to take the first child or the second. So he gives them up for Adoption." The doctor said. He  got a sticky note and wrote something down.
"The address and phone number.Take Violet when she gets better, let her choose first before you tell her anything if she does not choose them then let it be." He said. He got up and then walked me out. "I suggest you all to go home.Even you Lincoln,  she won't wake up until the morning around 10. Go on and rest, its been a rough night." Dr.Smith said I didnt want to leave violet alone.
"Its ok ill stay." I said.
"Lincoln go home and rest." Mr.Eden said
I didn't want to say no to,him so I did, I went home.