Chapter 2: Secrets

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Monday 14th September 7:35


'I think this is the first time Armin is hiding something from me.... no wait it happened once before, before Eren left, he was hiding the fact that Eren was leaving and told me 3 days after "f/n! Good Morning" Armin said with as smile "Armin I'm worried, Eren didn't come to school for one week now" I said with a worried look on my face. Armin looked deep into my eyes, his beautiful blue eyes were telling me that he knew something "H-He left to...

G-Germany....three d-days ago.. " His eyes were saying sorry, I didn't question him. I didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable'

End Flashback

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As I look at him now, it's the same face as he had back then, when everyday I would of asked him where is 'Eren?' and he would answer with an 'I don't know' but after when it was late, when I couldn't do anything he told me that Eren left. At this point I felt like crying 'He is hiding something, from m-me ?' I look deep into his blue eyes, I can feel eyes staring at us, people whispering, tension growing. "Tell me what? "I ask him again, he looks deep into my eyes, opens his mouth and then..... The bell goes.


Armin's POV

Should I tell her? Last Time I didn't, I could feel her sadness but she kept repeating that it wasn't my fault. I look straight into her eyes her beautiful e/c eyes. I want to tell her that I love her, I want her to be mine. When she told me she was going out with Jean my whole world fell apart.... I never knew she was in love with horse face. I hated him, but then f/n told me that she didn't have feelings for Jean she was going out with him because she is kind, really kind. Man I love her so much, the fact that she doesn't care if someone is ugly, pretty, poor, rich, clever, intelligent, arrogant, shy.... she would do anything to see people happy that's why everyone likes her and wants to be near her. From when she moved to this school she brought joy everyone was happier and now when I see in her eyes I can feel her getting sad again"Tell me what ?" she asks with the saddest face. Should I tell her or shouldn't I. I can feel people looking at us, Sasha was never so nervous as she is now, not even when we had that maths test that she didn't know anything about. Connie gulps and looks at me, so does Sasha, Annie has with her natural face, Jean looks at the ground. But when I was about to tell her a lie, the bell. She told me to meet me at lunch. Feel relieved I didn't have to tell her anything but I knew I would have to tell her one day.


Your POV

I look at Armin one last time and then ask him to meet me at lunch I didn't want to stress at him to much, he agrees and I smile no more tension don't want a drama in the school or everyone would spread rumours about me and Armin not being friends and honestly I don't want that. Armin is my best friend but what I feel for him is different from what I feel towards Connie my best friend or Jean my boyfriend. I quickly head to my form. 'Why is it only me in my form ?'


Form Classes

Class A- Sasha, Connie, Jean

Class B- Christa, Ymir, Armin

Class C- Me

Class D- Reiner, Bertolt


I mean I was glad at first but now, I guess I feel lonely. But this never bothered me before, why does it now?


Monday 14th September 12:25 (Lunch Time)

Now I can ask Armin to tell me the truth, I don't want to stress him but I also want him to tell me what he is hiding from me. Then a thought came in my mind 'Maybe he doesn't trust me ?' I gasp in shock everyone looks at me, I smile awkwardly and goes to the cafeteria where I can see Sasha, Connie, Ymir, Armin, Jean, Christa and Reiner talking, they all have straight faces or mad faces, can't tell. I look at Armin he has a guilty look, I realise it wasn't Armin that was hiding something from me..... It was everyone in my group but why ?

"f/n!!" Christa yells shocked as I start to cry at the entrance to the cafeteria. I look up I can see them staring at me, slowly standing up, after all it's been 3 years since I cried. I feel betrayed and I ran away to one of the class rooms. I realize that's the place where I last saw Eren.

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