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fredricks pov

hello, I am Fredrick. today you are going to come with me on a day in my life. you are going to come on all my wacky adventures, with all my friends. let us begin the story, shall we... I start my day by waking up at 7:00 am. Then I go down stairs to eat my breakfast. then I go back upstairs and put on some clean clothes and brush my teeth. then I'm out the door to school.

when I got to school I saw my best friend in the whole wide world, Alexander. we have been best friends since we were 5. even tho we've been friends since we were 5, I have a secret that I have been hiding from him. As much as I love him I'm just afraid to tell him because I don't want it to ruin our friendship. the thing is that I want to tell him but I don't know how he will react, I guess I will tell him but just not now I will tell him at a later date. I have to tell him that I'm gay...

just not now, when the timing is right. I hope that he will accept me for who I am. right now that's not important, what's important is this exam I have to study for. I am not happy about having to write an exam this year it is my last year of high school and I have to do good on this my whole future depends on it.

after school me and alexander are hanging out and I feel like this is the right time to tell him that I'm gay and have liked him for the past 5 years, but I don't know how he is going to react and I don't want to ruin our relationship. I have been talking to a therapist not about that specifically but that does come up often, mainly because it is her son. She has an in-home office and I see him often from hanging out and my weekly therapy sessions. she has been telling me that I should confess but I haven't outweighed the cons yet.

Alex and I were hanging out before I had to go to therapy and then right as I was going to tell him his mom walked in informing me that my appointment had started. I normally keep the door closed but today it was too hot for that, her office is a small room in her house it has no windows and no fan so it gets really hot in the summer. we left the door open and got the appointment started.

I told her that I was going to tell Alex that I was gay, but just then heard the door creak and there was standing Alex with a shocked look on his face. I sat there for a second not knowing what to say, I didn't want him to find out that way. before I could say anything he was already out the door. I excused myself and I went to go chase after him, I wanted to tell him that I'd wanted to tell him but I was scared I wanted to tell him that I liked him as well but I better not make him hate me even more.

once I caught up to him I was so out of breath that it kinda just came out in one big word that I couldn't even understand myself. before I could even say anything he said "I'm not mad at you for being gay, I'm mad at you for not telling me sooner" I said that I did but I didn't know how he would react and that I was going to tell him before my therapy session but I chickened out and his mom came in right as I was going to.

he said that he was sorry that he acted so dramatically, he was just upset. I also told him that I liked him, and I finally told him there was no going back. I told him that I had liked him for years but I just didn't know how to tell him and how he would react. he told me that he liked me too and he kissed me he actually kissed me, best day ever!