The Real Meaning

The Surprise

„I never should have left her alone. I should have stayed and heard her story.

Why do I always act like this? Impuslive, like a teenager.

I am a over 1000 years old timelord and I still can't protect them!"

After he visited River the Doctor sprinted into the TARDIS. Nearly tripping

over his own feet he reached the console and started pressing buttons and

nearly ripping of leavers which made Sexy slightly angry.

„I am sorry girl, I know you are angry at me. I should have heard.

But I want, no I need (y/n) to listen to me. Please, just this time:

Help me getting her back.

Please."

His head hang low while he steadied himself on the panel.

He let someone else down. Another person whoms life he broke.

Another friend he lost.

A final flip of the last switch and off he went after the person he learned

to know even more than others. Why didn't he listen? Why didn't he trusted her?

Afraid.

He was afraid. Afraid of her. She knew things about him, things he didn't saw in himself.

He is a monster, a mere killer of so many lifes, but she... she saw his friendly self,

the kindness, the man he always wanted to be, the man he thought he couldn't be.

She was there when he lost them: Amy and Rory, Donna, Martha, Rose and even

River.

So many years passed, so many lifes were taken because of him. She saw

the best and the worst side of him, she saw impossible things and things even his mind

couldn't comprehend and still: she stayed. Not because of kindness or pity.

But because of him.

The TARDIS landed on the planet he abandoned her and walked outside.

Around him layed trash, broken circuits and old, rusty pipes.

As he walked around he avoided the junk hills, fearing that

something or someone could fall onto him.

Surprisingly no one was there. He didn't saw any life form, even the

sonic screwdriver couldn't pick up any, except one.

(Y/n).

Following the signal he entered a gigantic building. Whatever

happened to the population must be in there and captured her.

It was really huge. Everywhere silver walls, empty rooms and corridors.