IRRESISTABLE
I sat myself down under a huge oak tree in the middle of a park. I had no idea how long I'd been walking for, all I know was that it was light when I had started and now it was getting darker. I looked up and through the leaves I could make out the stars above me. I lent against the tree placing my head back to lean it against the bark. I closed my eyes and the scene from just hours ago flooded back into my head. Silent tears began to slowly drip from my eyes. I brought my legs up to my chest hugging them and placing my head on my arms in front of me. Sobs began to slip from my mouth and tears began to fall faster down my cheeks. "Why?" I whispered to myself inbetween sobs. "Why me?" I lifted my head off my arms and looked around me. I thought about everything that had just happened. My Mum, my Dad my brother and sister. They all just expect me to be ok becaue this way we can ALL be happy. I stood up and walked out into the middle of the grass meadow that lay in front of the tree. I looked up at the stars again and felt the sting of tears return to my eyes. This time though, instead of tears of hurt they were tears of anger. How could my parents do this to me? How could my sister and brother be ok with this? I thought they loved me! How am I supposed to choose? I hung my head against my chest and squeexed my eyes tight, what am I going to tell Zayn? "It's either Australia with my Mum or America with my Dad, Jamie is going with Mum and Tyler is going with Dad, I have to choose." I said to myself, imagining that Zayn was there in front of me. I flipped my head back and screamed a long broken scream coming from a broken girl. This was not happening again, this time, I am old enough to say no, this time I will not be dragged into a home filled with hate and regret. I sighed and let my head fall back to my chest, the feeling of defeat washing over me. I knew I couldn't just say no to my Mum. After my Dad leaving her 3 years ago, and him Mum basically leaving her on her own, this was going to kill her. I just didn't want to have to move again. "What am I going to do?" I whispered. "Stay with me." A soft, raspy voice whispered behind me. Tears began to sting my eyes again as I turned around and saw the familiar face of Zayn standing behind me. His eyes were read and tear marks glimmered on his cheeks in the light of the moon. "Zayn I can't.."I began but am cut off
"Don't
Try to make me stay Or ask if I’m okay I don’t have the answer Don’t Make me stay the night Or ask if I’m alright I don’t have the answer Heartache doesn’t last forever I’ll say I’m fine Midnight ain’t no time for laughing When you say goodbye It makes your lips So kissable And your kiss Unmissable Your fingertips So touchable And your eyes Irresistible I've tried to ask myself Should I see someone else? I wish I knew the answer But I know If I go now If I leave Then I’m on my own tonight I’ll never know the answer Midnight doesn’t last forever Dark turns to light Heartache flips my world around I’m falling Down, down, down that’s why I find your lips So kissable And your kiss Unmissable Your fingertips So touchable And your eyes Irresistible Irresistible (Irresistible) Irresistible (Irresistible) Irresistible (Irresistible) IrresistibleIt’s in your lips And in your kiss it’s in your touch And your fingertips And it’s in all the things and other things That make you who you are And your eyes Irresistible It makes your lips (Ohh) So kissable (Ohh) And your kiss (Ohh) Unmissable (Ohh) Your fingertips (Ohh) So touchable (Ohh And your eyes, your eyes, your eyes, your eyes, your eyes, your eyes (Ohh)Irresistible
I looked at Zayn with tears in my eyes "Please Holly, just stay with me," He walked over to me and all I could think about was how much it was gunna hurt leaving him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his chest so there was no space between us. He rested his head on top of my mine "I went to see you and saw your Mum in tears as she opened the door. She told me everything, about the break up with her boyfriend and the move and how you'd run off." I stiffened in his arms and brought my arms up to my face, holding my face in my hands. He stood there still holding me, making me feel safe and warm. "Zayn I have to go, I have no where to stay here, no money and no job!" I pushed myself away from him and walked out into the center of the meadow again. "What am I going to do? Stay with you and the boys?" I asked. I felt Zayn snake his arms around my waist and stand behind me. "If that's what you want then yes, the boys actually told me to ask you, that's why I was coming to see you tonight." I turned in his arms so I was facing him and looked into his shining brown orbs. Love, sincerity and hope glistened in his eyes and I knew he was serious. "I love you Holly, I don't want to lose you." I nodded my head and nestled my head into his chest. "Ok," I whispered. I felt him take a deep breath then let it out and I knew he was smiling. He then lifted me in his arms and carried me bridal style all the way home. "You walked here?" I asked as we got the footpath. He blushed "I ran actually, I didn't know what state you'd be in and I panicked." He said sheepishly. I brought my hand to his face and pulled his lips to mine "Thank you," I whispered before laying my head on his chest and falling asleep in his arms.
