I really don't know anymore. I should just die. I don't know if she's mad at me so that's why I can't talk to her anymore or what. I know the difference between a statement and a question it's just that in that voice it's hard to tell for me. I WANT TO KILL MYSELF, I SHOULD JUST DIE. MY ONLY FRIENDS ARE ONLINE. I'LL STAY FOREVER ALONE. Oh no. Oh no. I think they won't leave now. It's too late. Would it be the worst thing is I died? The cult will forget me and everyone will move on, without me dragging them down. I think that would be good, but that would also be bad. Then everyone will remember I lived at one point. How do I disappear without a trace? I don't understand, why would she love me if it meant this? How can you love someone who doesn't know what they are? Oh well, it doesn't matter because I hate her now. Family doesn't mean I have to love them. I'll make the cult my only friends, my real family. It'll be better that way. I'm sorry. I wish I could get rid of these feelings. But I can only push them onto others. I...didn't mean to hurt you today. I'm so sorry.
Please tell me it'll be ok, that I'll live
7-10-23
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