I cant do anything good besides draw, and many other people are better than that than me. I wish I could be good at other things. I don't deserve anything good, and I'm really stubborn, so about nothing will make me stop thinking that.
I try to bag up my emotions for everyone else who is suffering so they don't have to worry about me. I bottle up my emotions for so long I forgot why I was even sad and it hurts. I thought I would never be able to tell anyone how I was truly feeling ever again until just recently, so here I am.
I feel overwhelmed and pressured by myself. I just want these feelings to go away. I'm really self conscious and I hate almost every characteristic about myself. I probably sound really dumb saying all of this stuff, I think I do.
I hate myself. I wish I could just dissapear.
I'm probably gonna delete this soon
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