"Mom, who's my dad?" You asked absentmindedly, legs swinging from your living room couch.
"All the other kids at school know who their dad is, who's mine?" You continued, blissfully unaware of the tension you had just created.
Your mom turned sharply, cigarette between her lips as she spoke.
"Oh, sweetie. Your dad's gone. It's just you and me now." She said as she brought the lighter up and ignited the cigarette.
"What do you mean he's gone?" You'd asked, eyebrows furrowed.
Your mom lets out a frustrated huff before she answers again.
"I don't know, he's just gone. Okay? He left town. Would you leave this topic alone now?" She sounded annoyed, and you don't want to upset her any further, so you nodded quickly and turned your attention back to the TV screen.
"Okay, Ma."
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You flash back into another memory, this time you're older; freshly graduated from high school, ready to move across the country to start university.
You've bid your farewells to friends and relatives, promising you'll come visit every year.
Your mom's pulling you aside looking at you weirdly. She's getting old, you can tell by the increasing wrinkles on her face every day.
She smiles softly, and you think she looks like the sweetest grandma ever.
"Honey, I want you to know something. About your dad."
You raise an eyebrow, mouth dropping slightly.
Your dad has always been a touchy subject for your mom, she's never really allowed herself to tell you the full story.
Sure, as you've gotten older, you've learned bits and pieces. He was a dirtbag, leaving your mom right after she gave birth. You'd also learned that you were born in a small town called Woodsboro but had been whisked away almost immediately.
Your mom sighs now, and everything suddenly feels very heavy.
"I just tried so hard to be both parents for you, I know it wasn't fair to keep this from you for so long. But if you're ready to learn who your dad is, I'm ready to tell." She says, voice cracking only the tiniest bit. You can see how strong she's trying to be.
You suddenly see your whole childhood flash before your eyes. Your mom sending you off and picking you up every day after school. Making meals for the two of you every night, working overtime to support the family.
She's always been there for you, through ups and downs and many a rollercoaster. Why did you even need a dad?
"No Ma. It's okay. I already have a dad, and his name is you." You say, pointing to her heart.
She opens her mouth but you cut in before she can say anything.
"No, I don't want to hear it. I don't need a dad when I have you." You say, and you mean it wholeheartedly.
Your mother swells with happiness and takes you in a big hug. Wraps her arms around your shoulders.
"Be safe, honey." She whispers into your ear.
You splutter, staring at the page in front of you with a jumble of letters that don't look like coherent words anymore.
No...it couldn't be?
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Tardy | Tara Carpenter x Female Reader
Fiksi Penggemarin which an unexpected meeting between you and Tara Carpenter turns into something more