"Cut Loose"

Chapter 5 *A moment of weakness*

I haven't been feeling very well these past 4 months at all! My stomach has been hurting, my boobs are getting sore, and I've been throwing up a little. Today I was in my way to the doctors office to go see what's up.
When I arrived there, they made me wait for a long time so I called Kay Kay to come keep me company. She came here with some blue jean pants and a plain white shirt.
"Hey Chick. What you up here for."
She said.
"I ain't been feeling so well girl. My stomach is killing me."

"Omg. I Was just going to ask you if you wanted to go to a party!"

"Well. I got to think about it, I haven't been to a party in a while."

" well you coming to one tonight." She assured me.

"And if I don't?"

"I'm gonna be sad 😔." She said, joking a "tear" by rubbing her index finger from her eye down to the bottom of her cheek.

"We'll see 😂." I laughed.

"Dramicia Jones ?" Caller the doctor.

"That's me!" I yelled, and headed in.

The doctor kept asking me questions about how I was feeling and I told her everything that's been going on with my body.
All of a sudden she took out "the stick" and told me to do something I never thought of doing.
She's crazy. Why would I be pregnant?
After I was done i went to give the pregnancy stick to her. And I couldn't believe the words that came out of her mouth!!!!
"PREGNANT?" I screamed.

"Yes sweet heart." She answers with scary on her face.

I'm pregnant. With Travis's baby. Travis.

"Come back in about 3 more days honey." She assured me.

I nodded. My mouth still wide open. How could I be pregnant? Me and Travis never even-- ohh wait! 😧

** Flashback **
"That party was BOMB." I said to Travis walking inside his apartment.

"It was boo! And you know what else is bomb?"

He walked up to me and kissed me on my neck. Why would I stop him? He's my boyfriend. Ofcouse he would have been salty. I didn't want to take it very far to that next level, but I couldn't stop him. It was feeling so good how we were body to body.
We made it to the bed. Us kissing on the lips and I felt his hands un botton my pants. Right then and there I was going to tell him to stop. I couldn't loose my virginity yet. The voices in my head were telling me .. Helloooo?? What are you doing ??? Tell him !!!!
All of a sudden I stopped.
"No Travis!" I said

"Baby please? I got you! You have to trust me."

"But-"

"No baby. We been together for too long. We have to make this official. It's the perfect time."
The sound of his voice gave me chills.
I kissed him. He kissed me. Then next think you know.... boom. It happend I lost my virginity with Travis. That was the perfect night. Ofcouse there's been times where we did it after that. Those were perfect times too!
** flashback end **

"So? Anything wrong ?" Asked Kay Kay.
"I am pregnant Kay Kay!"
She gasped, "oh my goodness!"
"I have to go home! I'll talk to you later."

I cried while driving. I was already depressed. I was 5 months pregnant with Travis's baby, and he can't even be here to hear the news. How can my life get any worse than what it already was ? He's gone, I don't feel very well, and now I'm sitting in a car driving with his child in my belly.
It's not that I don't want a baby. I always wanted one, but it's the fact that it's his baby. This is crazy.