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CHAPTER 21

EIRLYS

             I'M NOT FEELING anything, but pain. Wala akong ibang ginawa kung hindi dumaing habang nagkakagulo ang nasa paligid ko. I'm trying my best to control myself while waiting for someone to rescue me and my baby.

All I know is Hazel came! She came! I don't know what is she doing there, but she came at dinala ako sa hospital when she saw me bleeding so bad.

Dinugo ako. Tangina, dinugo ako! Ang anak ko...

Hazel was too shocked when she saw me bleeding. I told her that we're keeping the baby as a secret for the mean time. She brought me to the hospital, but to the nearest one at hindi sa hospital ng aming pamilya.

"Oh, God..." I whispered.

They're injecting me something and they undressed me. Pinalitan din ang aking damit ng hospital gown.

"The baby is still alive, but the pulse is getting weaker. We have to take the baby out and put it in the incubator." Narinig kong sabi nang matapos nila akong i-check.

Incubator... I will give birth to my baby... premature? Oh, God.

I swallowed hard. Napangiwi ako nang sumakit ang t'yan ko.

"The baby wants out!"

"If the patient can't push, we have to do the cesarean."

I bit my lower lip. I can still push. I want to feel my baby going out of me. I closed my eyes tighter.

"I-I can push," I said.

"Are you sure?"

Tumango lang ako. Hindi ko na nasundan pa ang sumunod na nangyari basta ay may ginawa sila sakin. Sunod sunod kong naramdaman ang contractions.

Fuck! Am I into labor?! Did they injected me something to get into forced labor?!

Fuck! It hurts!

"The baby is still small, you can handle it very well, Mrs. Blanco,"

Parang nagising ako sa sobrang sakit ng t'yan ko.

"Oh, God!"

Fuck! No matter how it hurts, I will never call Draven again to be with me here.

I don't know how many hours I went through the labor, but they said that I am freaking ready, but honestly, I feel like I'm not.

"Okay, I want you to push when I say it, okay?" The doctor said.

My tears fell, but I'm determined to push the baby out.

When he told me to push, I pushed with all my strength! I haven't done this before! I wasn't aware if I am doing it right!

"Okay, good. Push again,"

I pushed harder. I'm slowly losing my strength, but I'm thinking about my baby. I can't just abandon my child.

"Please, push harder, Mrs. Blanco!"

They started to panic. I feel like it's because of my baby! I wanted to cry so hard, but I can't!

Three hard pushes and my baby's out.

Para akong nakahinga nang maluwag.

Agad nilang dinaluhan ang anak ko. Nakisilip ako para makita ‘yon. My heart sank when I saw how small my baby is.

"Oh, God..."

Nawala na ang pisikal na sakit ng katawan ko. Ang tanging nararamdaman ko lang ay ang sakit ng puso ko nang makita ko ang anak.

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