Lillian: diary of a LITTLE SLUT

34 - What a ride

Sunday, July 17, 2022

After both Tom and Sebastian came in my ass, I was totally exhausted. I almost fell asleep right there on Sebastian's bed. But at some point Tom carried me into the bathroom and got in the shower with me. He washed me and afterwards he helped me get dressed as well... actually he did most of the work. And then he carried me to his car. And as soon as I sat down in the passenger seat of Tom's car, I fell asleep.

The next thing I know, is waking up in Tom's bed this morning.

I slept until noon.

When I woke up, Tom had already prepared breakfast and while I was eating and having my coffee, he prepared a bubblebath for me.

But to be honest... the entire day was sort of a blur. I was unable to catch a clear thought or stay focused. Thank god it was Sunday today.

At some point during the evening, when we were lying on the couch together, Tom turned to me.

»You are pretty quiet today.«

I stared at the TV for a few seconds, before finally slowly turning to him.

The expression on my face, probably looked like I had no idea what Tom had said to me. I was miles away. But I did hear him...

»Are you okay?«

I nodded.

»Yes.«

»Are you sure?«

»Yes. I'm just... still tired and... still a bit... overwhelmed,« I mumbled.

»Okay,« Tom said.

It seemed like he continued watching TV, but a few seconds later he asked: »You haven't said anything about last night... Are you okay with what happened?«

»I am.«

»Did you enjoy it?«

»Yes.«

I didn't know what else to say. The entire thing was crazy. And overwhelming. Actually... it was too overwhelming. And just... too much. Too much excitement. Too much arousal. Too much stimulation. But... the crazy thing is... I wanted to experience it again.

And the other crazy thing was... I couldn't stop thinking about Sebastian all day.

But... I kept both of these things to myself.

Monday, July 18, 2022

I still don't know what the hell is happening to me. I couldn't focus on anything at all today. Even though that crazy night happened almost two days ago... I can't stop thinking about it... and Sebastian.

I have to distract myself.

I hope work can distract me tomorrow.

Tuesday, July 19, 2022

I actually felt a bit better today. A bit more relaxed. I'm still having a hard time focusing at work. I will sleep at my apartment tonight.

Wednesday, July 20, 2022

Today at about noon, I got a text from Tom. I picked up my phone and clicked on his text.