Lillian: diary of a LITTLE SLUT

36 - Caged

When the night was finally over, and the three guys had finally left, I was pretty much asleep. My eyes were closed and I was pretty much completely out of it. The entire thing was so fucking crazy. But I was in no condition to truly process it. Somehow I realized that Tom had freed me and picked me up and sat me down in the tub. He didn't put water in, instead he washed my entire body with a washcloth. And then he helped me up and showered me, toweled my body dry and carried me into bed.

But during all of that I was asleep most of the time. And when my body finally sank down on the soft mattress, I was asleep in no time.

Sunday, July 24, 2022

When I woke up the sun was already shining. I was lying in bed, cuddled up to Tom, who was still lying next to me.

Somehow, subconsciously I must have searched for his company in my sleep, but... I don't know... when I woke up, I instantly thought back to the night before. And somehow it didn't feel right to be so close to him. So, I rolled away...

I stared at the curtain-covered window.

I still couldn't believe that Tom did that...

I thought back to sitting there on the floor... tied to the bed... gagged... and to the three guys who all came in my mouth.

Fuck.

Yes, it was hot. Yes, it was arousing. Yes, it was forbidden and exciting. But it was also fucked up.

About ten minutes later, Tom woke up. I almost thought about getting up, without saying anything, but I decided against it. I just kept lying there.

And then Tom came closer and kissed my cheek.

I didn't turn around.

»Morning, babygirl,« he said.

I still didn't really react.

I don't know if I was mad at him, or disappointed in him, or if I was just confused that I liked what happened...

I finally said: »Why did you do that last night?«

I still had my head turned to the window.

»Did what?«

I turned my head and looked at him.

»Did you do all that, just because I lied to you?«

Tom looked into my eyes.

»So, you did lie to me?«

»That's not the point,« I said harshly.

Tom kept staring deep into my eyes.

»I did it, because I knew you would like it. I did it, because I liked it. And I did it, because I really wanted that offer. And with that, I really thought I couldn't lose that hand. I thought it would never come to that.«

Damn. He was so good at that... putting just the right bass in his voice... staring at you with lust in his eyes... convincing you... of everything he needed to convince you of...

I didn't respond.

»And then... well... when Greg came out, he was raving and raving about you... about your sweet mouth... and about how willing and obedient you were... I couldn't convince the other two not to at least bet it against them once...«

Oh boy.

He was raving about me?

Fuck.