Lillian: diary of a LITTLE SLUT

37 - Switching roles: being dominant

I walked out of there and Tom already waited for me. We drove back to his apartment, but we didn't really talk much.

When we got into his car, he asked: »Are you okay?«

»Mhm«, I said. Which basically meant yes.

I was okay. I enjoyed the entire thing. It was exciting and arousing and nerve wrecking. That all of these men saw me getting fucked. All of these men came on my naked body... was hot.

But, the weird thing was: I mostly thought about Sebastian doing all the aftercare. I didn't quite know, if he told Tom to stay away, or if Tom didn't even bother.

I mean... yeah I liked it... the whole event... but the aftercare was important for me...

Hm... I don't know...

Saturday, July 30, 2022

When I lay down in Tom's bed yesterday, we didn't have sex. After the event, I was pretty exhausted and emotionally not really in the mood to sleep with him. I did stay with him for most of the day, although we didn't really talk all that much.

And then in the afternoon I went back home and slept at my place.

Sunday, July 31, 2022

Tom had to work today, so I didn't visit him at all today. I was kind of relieved. I needed time to collect my thoughts. I visited my parents in the afternoon, which was nice. I always have a good time with them and it helps me to shut down my brain for a bit and not think about Tom or Sebastian.

Monday, August 1, 2022

This was a crazy, fucking day today. I never expected that I would do or see or experience the things I did today.

It all started at around 10a.m. Tom came down the hallway and approached my desk.

»What are you doing right now?« he asked.

»Just getting ready and preparing everything for this week«, I said.

»Is there anything that HAS to be done today?«

I wasn't sure what he was getting at.

»No. Not really«, I said.

»Okay. Uhm. Sebastian just called me. He asked me if I could spare you for a bit. He needs your help...«

What? Oh boy.

»MY help?« I asked.

I was completely baffled. I wasn't expecting that at all.

»Yes. Are you up for it?« Tom asked.

»What does he need me for?«

I got nervous.

»He will explain everything... But he would really appreciate it...«

»Yeah... okay«, I stuttered. Everything sounded really strange. Tom didn't tell me what it was about. And the fact that Sebastian Winter needed MY help was strange to begin with.

»Great. Just take the day off... and call me later okay!?«

»Uhm. Okay«, I mumbled.

I started to put all the documents and papers on my desk away and shut down my computer.