a personal journal of someone figuring out herself
⚠️ my mind consists of a Gemini, gen-Z undiagnosed ADD humanoid's thoughts that barely cares about editing⚠️
Journal Entry 2 (07.10.2023) Update: I'm soon to be employed as of the 17th of July. The position is in the hospital... #greysanatomyera😜 (may I be honest.... I have never watched greys like the plot is beautiful but I'm such an emotional sap to see characters I love die, love me hate me idk) but this is a new season for me.
I've come to terms, not completely, with having to graduate a year after I planned from pharmacy school. Shit was emotional, like cried on the phone with my father sad. And my dad is a Capricorn soooo yea😂 Shit was rough at first but my besties @pharmtasticfour on TikTok and the Thompsons have been a wonderful part of my journey. But in all this trauma and drama has been some self-reflection. In my love life, my circle of influence, my professional life.... shits been getting real. Jesus could even describe this as growth, kind of. I still have bad coping mechanisms to stress, horrible sleep schedule and a terrible relationship with money and food but AT LEAST IM BEING HONEST (ntm) idk really but I pray the next version of myself is proud of herself; not because I'm getting money but because I'm nicer to myself. I attempt healthier habits, pray for better times and be in the moment more... idk just be myself🤷🏾♀️
Idk count 7 I think, I'm not counting shit over you get the joke hopefully😅😂
Really I'm nervous y'all. I've interned at this mom n pop pharmacy this past month and they love me. I think, really no conceited shit but I'm that girl. ANYWAYSSS I expressed my worry for the pharmacy because I've never worked in this type of environment but Dr. Campbell said they'd love me and I got it.... no funny shit but I will be the best technician this hospital will have. His words "don't make 'em jealous" so maybe I do have it. Lord knows it's time for a new challenge..
So cheers, with water bc I'm trying to cut back, to new opportunities and a different me. I'm saying this next part for me, so vibeeeee
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You're strong. You're beautiful. You are deserving. This is meant for you. If it wasn't meant-to-be God wouldn't have put you in this position. Go kill it and turn that pharmacy out ❤️❤️
Love ~ unemployed, younger Ciara aka Dr. Clark
ALRIGHT MY HANDS HURT AND I WANT TO FINISH MY KOREAN DRAMA BEFORE I CRASH ⛔️watch King the Land on Netflix⛔️ you're welcome
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