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I was so excited to go over my boyfriend house, I was damn near speeding. On the way I picked up pizza,wings and other snacks and drinks. I wanted to surprise him with a movie night date.

When I got there I got everything we would need and made my way to the door. After 2 seconds of knocking his momma came, "hey y/n I'm about to leave for work , but jay is up stairs" ms. Anna said in her usual bubbly voice and Amazon uniform

Setting the food and blankets on the living room ottoman, I head up stairs but hear moaning and grunting once I reached his room door .

I was about to say fuck it and leave feeling anger rush through my body, but I at least wanted make sure he wasn't cheating , maybe it was the tv or something.

I twist the doorknob thinking that it would be locked, but surprisingly it wasn't. opening the door I see my boyfriend fucking his "girl best friend" Alyssa.

Grabbing the closest thing to me, I grab a shoe and throw it at the back of her head that was thrown back from the alleged pleasure.

"So this what we doin now" I said feeling my accent charge through my whole being laced with anger. "it's not what it looks like" he said like almost all people do when they get caught cheating.

"then what the fuck is it jay if it's not what it looks like what is it" I responded aggravated that he would even say that dumb ass shit.

"you know what fuck you and that bald head bitch" I said going into his closet to get my clothes I keep here for when I spend the night

"can we talk about this" he said as if he won't just cheating "no leave me alone" I said still getting my clothes

When I turn around I see the bitch putting on clothes I continue doing what I'm doing til I realize....."jay imma say this shit calm as fuck and I want the fucking truth...do you have this bitch wearing my clothes"

Jay turned around and realized that Alyssa was putting my clothes that I just left here 2 days ago before he could make up an excuse I walked out the closet and to the bathroom

He looked down as if I'm supposed to feel sorry for his ass. " I'm sorry it was a mistake" jay said
" no your not because if it was a mistake you would have stopped along time ago because I assume this ain't the first time " I said getting the last of my things out of the bathroom.

Going down stairs I go out to my car to put my stuff in the backseat. Coming back in the house to get my food, I hear Alyssa asking jay to take her home and Jay on the phone with somebody. Rolling my eyes grabbing the food and stuff about to leave, he yells my name and tells me that I'm going to come crawling back to him.

Once I got in my car and drove to my house, it was like it all just came crashing down and hit me. How he was my first love, the person I gave my virginity to, the person I wanted to have a future with.

Now that I'm thinking about it every sign in the world was there. The secretiveness, the lying for no reason, matter a fact every time all three of us went out in public they looked more like a couple than we did.

Now look at me crying in my car, sobbing and screaming. Finally I lock my car and walk in the house and see my mom, quietly trying to go up stairs I attempt to sneak past her only to greeted by her while walking up the stairs.

"Hey baby I got you somethin today" my mom said when she saw me  "yea what is it momma?" I asked trying to hold back tears

"it's a diary..what's wrong babes why you crying " she said concerned I ran to her hugging her and crying my heart out "he cheated on me mommy and with his girl best friend" I cried as she sat us down on the couch

"Let it out baby he doesn't deserve you do you want to call your dad" she questioned while stroking my head and rubbing my back

Nodding my head "yes" she got up to grab her phone once she came back she gave me the phone using  my thumbprint I spoke quietly but loud enough "Siri call my fine ex husband"  "calling my fine ex husband 🍆 eggplant emoji 😚 kissy face 🙄 rolling eyes emoji 💋 kiss emoji" Siri said in her usual monotone voice.... Ring Ring

"Hey Chris what's wrong" I heard my dad say concerned people were confused on why my mom and dad got divorced but are friends and every single time they say "because I love them but our lives weren't in sync the way we wish they were and we have a kid"

"Hey pac your mini me is going through something and wants to talk to you" my mom said getting up and walked to the kitchen

she calls him that because when they first met he was listening to Tupac while studying and the whole library could hear it but nobody dared to say anything to him but her and when she did she said she found everything she wanted in a man he was smart and educated yet hood and she loved that little did she know then she would have a kid with him 6 years later

"Dad" I said full of sorrow voice hoarse from my screaming and crying "tell daddy what's wrong little cub"

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After taking a shower I put lotion, coco butter and baby oil on and my cute night clothes set

Putting on my house shoes I go down stairs only to see my mom made shrimp Alfredo, salad and garlic bread

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Putting on my house shoes I go down stairs only to see my mom made shrimp Alfredo, salad and garlic bread. The living room was set up with blankets, Netflix on and lots of snacks.

Looking to my mom in pure amazement of what she did in 30 minutes, I went up to her and hugged her, a nice big hug . I honestly didn't want to let go but I did excited for food"

We made our way to the kitchen to make our plates before taking a seat at the table. The food smelt amazing and it tasted even better

After a while we got up and went to the living room watching movies, talking and just spending time together.

I fell asleep during the third movie, while eating a pint of strawberry cheesecake ice cream ( my personal favorite👩🏾‍💻). My mom covered me up with a thick soft blanket, taking the ice cream from me. Putting everything away and heading up stairs herself.

Two hours later I wake up feeling like I just had the best nap ever. I go to my room while walking past my vanity I remember the diary my mom got me. Thinking about just writing a little maybe getting some feelings of my mind.

I grab the diary, highlighters and a pen, after getting comfortable in my bed and turning a random movie on my tv and checked my socials. I turn to the first page and start
DEAR DIARY

Sorry if it's bad or messy 1248 words

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