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Dear diary,
I can't believe jay cheated on me after everything we'd been through, I loved him so much and yet it wasn't enough. So much to the point i was oblivious to it all. I got everything that was mine back except my time and virginity, to think I still would have it if I had just listened to Tory but then again the only reason she told me that was bc she liked jay too.

I never wanna see that nigga again. How do you cheat on someone and tell them you love them at the same time. It's crazy because we planned everything together going to the same college, moving in together, getting married, having kids, growing old together and yet he threw it all away thinking with his dick.

I can't help but wonder how long he was cheating but I also don't want to know they can have each other as soon as I graduate I'm out. To be honest I don't even think I want to go to the college we talked about anymore, now that I think about it I'm glad I applied to more than one I might go to Texas or New York shit maybe even California.
I'll end it there for today.

Love~Y/N Williams




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The next morning I wake up to the sound of my phone going off, before stopping my alarm I rub my eyes and yawn getting out of bed.

After taking my shower, doing my hair and light makeup I make my way to my closet before choosing an outfit for the day

After taking my shower, doing my hair and light makeup I make my way to my closet before choosing an outfit for the day

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After getting dressed I head down stairs to see my mom making breakfast. As I walk in the kitchen I say "goodmorning" tiredly as I'd rather be in bed.

She flips the pancake and says "good morning honey how did you sleep" softly as she plates the food she just made and hands it to me.

" good" I replied while sitting on a bar stool at the kitchen island because I didn't feel like sitting at the table.

"That's good i work overtime tonight so I got some left overs in the fridge or if you don't want that Imma send you some money to get something" she said coming to sit beside me.

"Ok thank you momma " I said about to drink some orange juice.

" oh and don't forget we going to get your dress and shoes for graduation sometime this week to get that done " she stated while scrolling through Facebook.

Getting up from the bar stool I take my dishes to the sink and grab my backpack purse and phone telling my mom bye I love her and that I'll see here later.

Getting into my car my phone connects and says "175 text messages from 'my heart' 💖 pink heart 🤗 hug emoji 😘 kiss emoji would you like to reply?" "No" I say loud so she can hear

"alright, you have 59 missed calls from 'my heart' 💖pink heart 🤗hug emoji 😘kiss emoji would you like to call back" she said letting me know again so I don't have to look at my phone

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