when I got reincarnated in a demon world (light novel)

chapter 14

note: listen to sapiendream while reading

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"When my mother gave me birth I had orange hairs, bright orange....When I got 5 years old that's when someone cursed me, my hair turned black my mother hated the orange color when my hair turned black she started to show her true colors after giving birth to my little sister...I loved her a lot, at night I had to hide my sister somewhere so she doesn't see me getting abused...my mother abused me with every kind of thing, iron, belt, knife, cutter, etc. When it started I wasn't even able to scream so that my sister wouldn't hear me...I didn't cry so that my eyes won't look that way....I just endured it all...my lungs and heart got tired after a few hours...my mom was clever she made me wear covered clothes so that my bruises didn't reveal....at school I bullied students to take out my anger I hated people except that one person I fell in love when I turned 12 he was 14 I liked him, I adored him but the only problem was in me, soon....when I started to realize he doesn't like me back I started to bully him too...I figured out he liked me back but not anymore after I bullied him....at the age of 15 my mother who killed my father was after me to kill me...I tried protecting my sister at all costs I didn't let my mother lay a finger on her, I got abused on her behalf too. For some reason, those scars disappeared at the end of the day but they still ached somewhere...and those scars appeared again at the end of the month, and that time my mother hid me because they were a lot of scars of the whole month....I didn't know much about the curse at that time because I was only focusing on protecting my sister, she was beautiful she had blue hair and hazel eyes....she always wiped my tears and asked me what happened my heart throbbed so much that I wasn't able to reply....my mother finally gave up on abusing me one day...she told me to kill my sister she just wanted to see me in pain I don't know the reason of that...I denied it, she said she will stop abusing me but then she just handed me a knife she took my hand and made me kill my sister the pressure was so much I was screaming stopping her...the last thing I saw was my sister's confused and horrified face...she didn't even try to cry because I thought her to endure things...I just gave up on my soul that day....my mother was so calm I ran off the house...made my living ad I just stopped bullying people" That's what I said....I never thought I would tell my past to anyone, he is probably the second person....

Kurai was just shocked....you snapped your fingers in front of his face, and he came to his senses and said "Y-you...." You chuckled and replied "I too don't know if I am a villain or a victim in my story, don't worry you will soon forget it all by tomorrow"