I get in from school and all I could think about was him. I needed to find him.
"Hunny, how was school?" My mum asks.
"Why would u care" I shove past her and slam my room door locking it behind me.
"You can't hide from me forever" She shouts. I can hear her crying afterwards but I honestly couldn't care.
Me and my mum have never got along. That's why I moved in with my dad when him and mum got a divorce when I was 8. He lived in this big fancy house in England. He wasn't rich but he had a lot of money. He didn't have many rules. I could go out till 10PM as long as I told him where I was. I was aloud friends over no matter the gender and I could stay up as long as I wanted as long as I got to school on time.
My dad had a huge accident when I was 12. It put me into a big depression and I had too move back in with my mum in Scotland. Her stupid council house. My mum has all the rules you can think of. No phone past 8. Be asleep for 9. No friends over. No going out unless it's the weekend and you have to be back for 6:30 for dinner. It's horrible. We are always in arguments because of her new stupid husband.
He's a dick too I hate him so much. He always sides with my mum. He's not even good looking and he was the worst personality in the world. I'm pretty sure he hits her. If I ever saw that happen he wouldn't have a head. She's still my mum. The fact that anyone can actually hit another person for just doing the smallest thing is mad to me!
Enough about my parents tho. I need to find this guy.
I searched for hours on Instagram, Facebook, Twitter and Snapchat and found nothing.
Just as I was give up I got a message from Ruby.
"I FOUND HIM!!!!"
There no way she's found him but she sent me the link and it was truly him. His Instagram account.
Chase.
I love that name. Maddison and Chase or Chase and Maddison. No definitely Maddison and Chase. I start giggling to myself. I've never ever felt this way before. He just makes me so happy!
I add him on instagram and I message him
"hey stranger its maddison!"
Simple but sweet. He messages me back almost instantly.
"Oh hey! I see you found me 🤣"
Oh no what if he thinks I was purposely looking for him and he thinks i'm this creepy stalker and he never wants to see me or speak to me again!
"we should meet up some time because i had to much fun the other day"
I don't know why i'm so nervous all of a sudden.
"Yea why not! Let me add you on snap so it's easier to chat!"
OMG. I'm getting a guys snap and he wants to meet up with me! This is a moment to remember.
I hear my mum shout for dinner so I close my laptop over and hop out of bed. I unlock my door and go through to the kitchen where dinner is set up at the table. Oh yeah another rule. You must eat at the table.
I sit down and observe what's on my plate. Macaroni and cold peas. Good enough. I start eating and as always my mum tries to start a conversation.
"How was school?" She asks. Not like it's the same question everyday.
"Alright." I shrug and get back to eating.
"You know I am so sick of your attitude" She puts her fork down and looks at me.
"Can we keep the arguments till i'm finished i'm actually enjoying my dinner tonight." I say not giving her any satisfaction.
"Get to your room! I will not take this abuse from you!" She has tears in her eyes. Why does she always cry when she's telling me off.
"Yea but you'll take the abuse from your husband? Nice one mum" I take my last bite and walk back to my room as she stands up and starts shouting random crap at me. I'm not even listening because I don't care. I never will. As soon as I'm 16 I'm moving out of here.
I lock my door behind me and hop straight back on my phone. My mums still yelling so I just put my earphones in and listen to some girl in red.
What a day this has been.
