Waking up.

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Waking up the night after some heartbreaking news is always hard. It feels like you can't open your eyes wide enough and like everything is a dream. There's a pain in your chest that you just can't get rid of and it's killing you but yet for me , it killed me the second I found out.

"Honeeeyyyyyy! Come down and eat before you leave with Nat!" My mom yelled "Honey please come get something in your stomach. I know you're upset but it might make you feel better."

I could hear her footsteps climbing closer up the stairs. I heard her at the door now , knocking.

I got up for the sake of her to stop bothering me.

"Okay mom I'll be right down. I'm going to get dressed a little and ill be there." I replied opening the door to her face plastered with sorrow.

Me and Jack dated for 3 years almost 4 until three months ago when things were getting rough and he called it quits. Neither of us wanted it , but to be happier we knew it had to be done. I've been getting better with accepting the fact and moving forward until last night. He has a new girlfriend. Madison Beer. The beautiful Madison Fucking Beer. I mean let's talk about upgrading.

She was flawless in every way. But me? Oh no. I had this dark curly brown hair , bright green eyes . mocha skin with a dark mole right above the arch of my left eyebrow.I am only 5'6 and wear a size 9 in pants. And no matter how flattering this sounds. I couldn't compete with somebody so darn beautiful.

My parents knew I was upset because this news of course was all over social media.

I pulled my hair up into a slicked pack pony (my hair was straightened from the night before) and pulled on some light skinny cropped jeans with a pink flowy tanktop and walked downstairs.

"I'm surprised you didn't do your makeup today Dylan." My dad said I walked into the kitchen to grab some food.

"I felt like going a little all natural today I guess."

"BREAKING NEWS , THIS JUST IN ; POPULAR STAR JACK GILINSKY GETS-" My little brothers ran and turned off the tv before what I was about to hear.



"You know, I think I heard Natalie pull up. I'm going to g-go okay?" I could feel myself choking on my own words how sad.


"Alright sweetheart, We love you." My mom said kissing my cheek.





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