🧡 Insecurities 🧡

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Context: As of late, you have been feeling very insecure about your body. You feel like you're way too chubby and that due to this, no one wanted to actually talk to you, and only did so out of pity. The only person who makes your worries melt away is Levi. One day, he invites you to his room to compete against him in a game. . .

Request made by: Pansexual_Simp69

In this particular chapter: The reader is slightly chubby, and due to this, they have major insecurities about their body and so they constantly compare their body to others. If I have written anything offensive or misrepresenting, please inform me and I will make an immediate change.

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(M|n) let out a resigned sigh as he scrolled through his Devilgram whilst laying stomach-first on his bed. His heart felt heavy as all he saw in his feed was pictures from the demon brothers' recent escapade to Diavolo's private, human-inspired, beach. This had happened whilst (M|n) was doing some important duties back in the human world.

If he were honest, he was relieved that he didn't go on this trip. It would have only made him realise just how starkly different his body was compared to their own.

He pressed his lips into a firm line as he turned off his D.D.D.. Lately, all that consumed his thoughts was about how everyone around him perceived him. He felt like they all talked to him out of pity, and not because they genuinely liked him. . .

He found his hands gravitating towards his device once again, wanting to find one picture in particular which made his insecurities in regards to his body only grow worse. Despite how it made him feel, he had stared at it intently numerous times, looking at how he appeared so fat compared to all of the brothers, the demons, the angels and Solomon.

He unlocked his D.D.D. and found the picture immediately. How was it that such fit brothers hung around a overweight person like him? He bit onto his lower lip. Why couldn't his body just automatically look like this? (M|n) had tried numerous times to change his habits, but nothing never really worked.

He put an arm over his eyes as he clenched his hand into a fist. "Lucifer probably forces them to hang out with me because I look so pitiful." (M|n) grumbled angrily to himself. Just as his thoughts were about to spiral, he felt his phone buzz with a notification.

(M|n) was snapped out of his self-deprecating thoughts for a moment as he pondered who it was that had messaged him. He slowly sat up, checking to see who it might be. He didn't realise it but he'd begun to grin when he saw the name of the demon. It was Leviathan who'd sent him a message.

(M|n) found that he was most comfortable with Levi compared to the other demon brothers. It was mainly due to the fact that he was a recluse like him, and barely came out of his room unless he wanted to eat. It made (M|n) feel a little less guilty for his own lifestyle, which was very similar to Levi's.

Not only did they spend their days in nearly identical ways, they also shared many common interests, like loving anime, loving to play video games and so on. Whenever (M|n) was with Leviathan, it was like all his worries and insecurities melted away. He could truly be himself with him.

He wondered what he wanted.

L3V1: Do you remember that game we both played a few weeks back and you were kinda better at it than me?

(M|n) racked his brain. He soon remembered what Leviathan was going on about. He nodded his head to himself and texted back:

(M|n): Of course I do, you literally did so bad, lmaoo. You didn't even win one match against me.

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