I've never been good at saying I love you.
Not to friends.
Not to family.
Not to anyone.
It makes me uncomfortable to lie to people I hold dear.
I simply don't feel. love is an emotion that was always out of reach.
And it scares me to think that I'll never grasp it, the way others do.
What if I never experience the taste of love.
What if I never tell the truth.
What if it's all lies.
