Deep thinking is what I do best.
Over thinking is what I do better.
I have no control over my mind, no control over my life.
What am I going to do when time flies away from me and leaves me rotting in a pit of negative thoughts for the rest of my existence.
Distractions are only good for maybe one or two tries, but they never really do anything.
I don't even really know what in talking about anymore.
My mind races with all these thoughts, and I constantly need music to drown them out.
Lyrics invade my head like soldiers storming in for battle.
This is the only distraction that works.
Temporarily.
Until they reside again in the nooks of my mind.
The Demons.
They rest there patiently, planning out their attack.
One day they will come, and I won't have a defense.
