My Life (on hold)

part 9

"Bella.... I love you."

~bella~

He just told me he loves me oh my gosh I bet my mouth is wide open, yeah it is. I close my mouth and say" Brendan I love you too.

He smiles at me and I smile back. This is the best relationship I have had.

We go down stairs and cuddle on the couch will we fall asleep. The alarm on my phone goes off and it scares me. We get up to get ready for school. I make him waffles and eggs while he runs upstairs to get a shower.

10 minutes later shower he comes down stairs and look very hot. He waits down at they table and we start to eat. When we were done I go get a shower while he finishes his homework.

Then we head to school. I am going through the day with no worries at all. I am walking to my locker when i see Dr. Colemen standing there. I run up to her and say "what are you doing here, your not supposed to be here?" She looks at me and replies "I wanted to meet some of your class mates and friends to hear what they know about you, and your prinicpal hads already granted me permission." I freak out and grab my stuff and run out the door while everyone is laughing at me. I open my door and start the egnition. I scream "i am out of this fucking hell hole!"

I go to my house and pack all my things and write a note to my brother and it says, "Justin i am sorry i am leaving and i am not saying where i am going. I cant handle it at this fucking hell hole anymore. My life is ruined, im never going back to that school. I have my cell phone so you can call me but i am not coming back. I love you so much take care. Love Izzy."

I throw everything in my car and run upstairs to my safe and take out all the money i have, $4,000 thats it because i spent some of it hopefully it will get me somewhere. I leave and get a text from Brendan and i ignore it.

I kept on driving, I will not stop till all the tears do. After riding for two hours I stopped to get gas and I found a cheap yet decent hotel up the road. I paid for two weeks which cost me $2,000. I guess I better look for a job because that was half of my money. I got to my room and put all my clothes in the dressers. I made sure the door was locked and I went to hop in the shower.

While I was in there I heard my phone going off a lot. I climbed out when I felt cleaned enough. I looked at my phone 3 missed calls and 4 texts all from Brendan saying, '' bella where the hell are you I am freaking out, I hope your not hurt I love you please call me." I ignored it and threw my phone on the bed and got dressed and climbed into bed and fell asleep.

I dreamt about everyone laughing and pointing at me. I barely got to sleep without that coming in my head.

~authors note~

I'm Soo sorry for the late update guys I just haven't been having a good few weeks. please don't hate me, love you all :-)