Jello Fight

Prologe

He looked at me with his eyes. Those brilliant eyes that just always knew about me.
" Stop trying to please everyone!"
He actually shouted.
I didn't flinch but when I didn't blink, he whispered. I couldn't hear him anymore though.
This kid
He's not a kid. And most definitely not one anymore. Once again, I am dumbfounded by his soul, like no other. Even as he backed away I felt his warmth. I felt his arms around my shoulder and waist.
Tears dropped from his boyish face as he turned. Before he could walk away I ran to him, held him the same way he does me.
Never once has he lied to me. Never has he held how he feels away from the world.
This kid.
The one gear I was missing. The last piece I needed, in order to finish the puzzle. But I can't have him. Once he goes in this machine, he will wear down. After the puzzle is complete, it will break into more pieces than had come in the box.
I won't leave him though.
I will wear him down and brake what he helped put together but, I can't hurt him like that. I know what it does to a person, to not have a choice in the matter that you were a part of. I saw it myself and not alone.
But.
I guess that was our fault too.