Rebel?

Chapter two: "you work here?"

3:45pm school is fucking out... finally! Pills and get whore-faced before work.
"Mom work starts soon. I need all of my pills. Where the fuck did you put them?"
"Sorry I got refills check the counter."
"I could use weed instead?"
"No."
"Your no fun."
"Your still gonna go get shit-faced on the roof so why don't you just stop eating fat ass and don't fuck up anything Aaron's moving in. He doesn't hate you, you know. He always compliments you."
"Only if he could see me at work. Then he'll see me without respect. No more baggy shirt. How do I look?"
"Not like you at all. You straitened your hair. How did you get so fat Ellie? Look your brother is thinner than you."
"Geez thanks for boosting my confidence."
"Well maybe if you'd put the food down and not have to have your brother beat the shit out of you then I wouldn't call you the truth. I'm not a bad mother for doing what's right to help my fugly, fat, accident, fuck up daughter... or son. I can't tell under those fat rolls. By the way your brother is coming home today. You better change before 1:05am or he'll not only rape you but, kick your ass some more."
"Wow mom thanks. Now I don't want to be late. I don't know why you hate me but I'm not eating and I haven't for like 6 months and 'aaron' said I'm thin and you should think about parenting me instead of punishing me for God knows what I fucking did to you. I know I'm the one who ruined your life. I'm a fuck up. I'm a mess and I hurt everyone who should care about me. That's why I want to fucking die. This is why I get high. Not because of people at school, but because I'm never safe. I'm lost and broken. You are going to be the one who helps murder me. You only want me to live so that you look good and your not the one who let her daughter die in front of her very eyes and didnt care. Your the perfect mother everyone says but they have no idea how good she is to the rest of them."
"Your right. I fucking hate you. Get the fuck out of my house and bring me $100 a month to live here. Or be my maid."
"Maid because I'll die soon anyways. My insides are getting eaten away by bile and you can't fix me. It's too fucking late to save me. Now while you sit on your ass and do nothing I'm going to my job and get money to feed this whole family while I eat nothing because I'm not even good enough for my mother." I slam the door shut so that I can get high and then work showing off that I actually have double Ds and they're not fake.
"Hello, my name is Elizabeth and I'll be your server for the night, how may I help you."
"Hippo?"
"Ha. Very funny now what do you want to drink."
"I'll take a picture of you and post it on tumblr."
"Whatever. I don't care. I'm dying anyways so what's the shame of hiding this shit."
"Ah now you want pity?"
"I will go west side and shank your slutty little ass right now if you think that I need anyone's pity."
"we were just leaving... whoops my bad." that slut. I'm going to kill her. My medications are not all over the floor.
"Here let me help you."
"Thanks. Can you take care of your skank for me, thanks. I'll be right there to help you. I just gotta put this shit up first." Time 5:45. right on time.
"Have you seen this beautiful, blond with lowlights in her hair. She goes by Elizabeth?"
"speaking to her. Yea, 17, fugly, fat, fuck-up. That's me and this is where I work. Welcome to the test."
"Shit."
"I'll be right there" I say relived that it's only 6 he's not coming till 1:05.

~~~~~~~later on~~~~~~~

"Hello, my name is Elizabeth and Ill be you server this evening. How may I help you?"
"Uh yea. For starters your beautiful. Thin, tall, happy, and nice tits."
"Thanks and look but don't touch."
"Ha you got told by a 19 year old."
"19 try again."
"20?"
"I go to your fucking high school."
"17."
"No shit."
"Rebel?"
"Ha. I don't think so. I'm just a nobody."
"Ha, your the rebel."
"Yes your right now can I just take your order."
"Ill have the shrimp."
"And I'll have..."and a whole lot of boring shit that nobody cares about.
"Here you go. Your dinner is served."
"Your not as bad as everyone says you are."
"Well thanks but, I'm not that easy."
"Why is that?
"Here's your bill and please if you really need to know and you won't tell any living soul as long as I live then please ask Tristan. And if you know don't act like you care all of a sudden. Come up to the desk when your ready to pay."
"Well looks like we're following you."
"Okay"

"$35."
"Not a problem, light weight."
"Not according to my mother. And the skank. I'm hippo to them"
"Well here you go."
"I get to leave now. and no not to have fun to my other job."
"Well good bye."
"Bye."

~~~~~strip-club~~~~~

"Yo Barbie your up."
"Perfect."
"Go make your money." Not a problem.

"How much you get tonight Barbie?"
"4500"
"Did you work the floor and vip?"
"Yea"
"Good your shifts over its 12:45."
"Goodnight honey."
"Goodnight Barbie. Be safe I really do care about you."
"thanks bye."
"Hurry."
"Okay"

~~~~~~1:10~~~~~

"Get off of me. please. Not again"
"I'll do what I want to you and you better not tell anybody princess or I'll kill you."
"Fine. I'm dying in front of your eyes so go right ahead."
"What?"
"mom didn't tell you. Yea bile is eating at my organs right now and I'm not going into surgery because if this is how my life is gonna be then fuck it. Hurt me. I'm broken, lost and a fuck up."
"I'm not gonna rape you. Imam give you 10 seconds to run then I'm gonna kill the shit out of you when I catch you."
"When do we start?"
"10" then I sprint out of my house into Rockford. I don't know why but I'm running to Aaron's house.