LOVE OR LUST?

The Proposal

Ah, new love. It's exciting and unpredictable, and I can't help myself from talking about it with anyone who'll listen.Have you ever felt your heart race while on a roller coaster, flutter at the idea of your most coveted toy on Christmas Eve, or be soothed when you sit down after a run? I felt all that combined the moment when I met him yesterday. Our first meet-up was not for that long period but all the eye contacts that we made, all the touches, hand holdings,intimacy we shared and moreover all the laughs we shared yesterday drives me so freaking crazy and give me another reason to fall for him a lil bit more. He still thrills me in every wonderful way!A first kiss is a special moment that many of us remember for years to come. It can be a sweet, romantic gesture or it can be completely unexpected. First kisses are some of the most memorable moments in life. They are filled with emotion and anticipation, and can often take your breath away and I experienced all these emotions with my Kartik for the first time. But still I haven't proposed him with those three magical love words till now. I want to propose him ASAP to be my boyfriend. I know most of people think that it should be boy who makes first move, do proposing and things but I am not one of those. I know if you are in love, no matter who commits first, instead you're expressing your feelings is important and sometimes girls should also make the first move to make their men feel special, this becomes more important when your man is doing so many efforts for you from the starting as the way Kartik did for me in the last two months. He never failed to make me feel special and treat me good even when I did so many wrong things with him. I called him, firstly we talked about our meeting but I was stuck in my own thoughts of proposing him as proposing to someone is one of the most exciting and nerve-wracking moments in life. It requires a lot of courage, planning, and preparation, but the reward of a lifetime of happiness with your loved one makes it all worth it. When proposing, it's important to choose the right setting and moment that will make the proposal special and memorable. Even if it is long distance still I wanted to make the proposal incredible and memorable for both of us. I gathered all the courage and said,"It may have only been a short time since we met, but it feels like I've known you forever. We shared so many things with each other that we had never even talked about with anyone.From the moment I met you, I knew there was something special about you. You have already made such a big impact on my life, I never thought I could love someone as much as I love you." He replied that he loves me more and was waiting for this day since the day he saw me for the first time and after that we declined the call as he has some work to do. I started thinking about our relationship as I know starting to date a new person is like getting on a roller coaster as you don't know what will happen next, but you're ready to enjoy the ride and I was ready for everything like for oh so romantic days, boring ones, arguments, anger etc. I just want to make this relationship work out at any cost. I was also wishing the same kind of feeling, efforts from his end too.