🥀𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓇ℯ𝒹 ℛℴ𝓈ℯ🥀

Arc 2; Chapter 7- past storytelling.

★Hasume's POV★
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I start to feel myself coming around, my eyes beginning to flutter open and my Body stirring.

My eyes finally fully open and adjust my surroundings.

I feel a weight besides me to see azusa just looking at my every movement.

“well... That's not creepy at all..”
I muttered.

Azusa just tilts his head in confusion while I sigh.

“nothing, anyways— Why were you Watching me..?”
I question azusa, now turning my full attention on him.

“You looked..really..pretty when you...were sleeping..”
Azusa explains, still watching me as if wanting to say/ask something.

I don't speak for a moment and just kept looking back at azusa.

“you want to ask something..
I can see it in your eyes.”
I say, moving a little closer to him.

“When you were...sleeping..you had...a nightmare..
You were shaking...and...crying to..the point..I had to help..”
Azusa explains.

I bit the inside of my cheek,
He was correct...

I looked down at my lap, my hands fidgeting together.

“can..you tell...me about..it..?”
Azusa asks, moving his hands to mine, clasping them in his own, making me flinch a bit.

“i might aswell..there could be a point you'll find out about it at without me saying it..
Could you call your brothers so I just explain it as a whole?
Don't call Yui.
I don't want her here.”
I explain quietly but fortunately loud enough for azusa to hear.

“okay..”
Azusa disappears.

I sigh, looking down at my hands.

'can I seriously not get pass my past in that cursed church..'
I thought, gritting my teeth.
I felt pathetic.

'it isn't your fault, hasume.
You were mistreated, creating Trauma and PTSD.
You never got to heal, causing relapses, nightmares, hallucinations, flashbacks.
You've gone through a lot my dear, and you still are.'
Beatrix spoke, trying to comfort me.

'But I don't know why I can't get passed it!
I don't want to Invision those horrible memories again.
I just want to feel normal!'
You mentally yell, tears brimming my eyes but quickly wipe them away as the brothers could come any moment, which I was correct.

30 seconds later all four of the brothers were in my room.

“why have you called us here?
Azusa wouldn't say anything else other than you wanted us here and to have Yui nowhere near.”
Ruki sternly questioned.

“he wants to know about something, so I decided to tell all fur of you so I don't have to explain it again.”
I inform, they just nod and sat on the bed all around me.

I inhale and exhale, readying myself.
“just so you know.
I find it easier to sing about my problems..”

(I was going to do, 'compared child' but I wasn't sure.)